#but looking back...

[swagging-back-to]

ngl it kinda just hit me how scary covid really was. not like, it personally. but moreso just how it spread and how it literally shut the human race down for 6+ months.

i had a biology teacher who would update a death toll and the countries affected on the board every day. she'd pull up a map and show the spread. she was retiring so she didnt care if she was being inappropriate when she was legit trying to scare us into realizing how horrifying the situation was.

[carlottagiudicellivevo]

in retrospect it's kind of suspect that they emphasized so much that Claudia's (living) human family respectively abandoned, beat, and was sexually abusive toward her too, especially with (by comparison) book Claudia's mother being apparently quite loving and just dying tragically of illness

[astrangeenchantedboy]

this is probably the wrong time to bring this up but i'm pretty sure my first boyfriend had one of those feeding kinks

[alanabl00m]

NOT EVEN KIDDING XENA WARRIOR PRINCESS MADE MY 5 YEAR OLD SELF GAY

[4walls]

i knew who snsd was back in 2009 and i was a #hater. but only because i thot they stole rdr from kesha and their fans left mean comments on kesha’s video fjslkfjsd

[kindnessinsilver]

2014 wrap-up

Wow I don't really want to do this because there's a lot of 2014 I can't think about without getting upset. But I have to remember it somewhere. The details will be sparse.

Sophomore spring was pretty rough, changing roommates and getting through stupid classes (Doug. Seriously tho, Doug was the worst wombatsexy​). I gained some confidence in my body. I wore things like sheer lace tank tops and shorts. I reached my first ever anniversary, helped my boy through some rough personal discoveries, struggled through some of my own. 

This summer was a lot. My hair changed color and length and style about 6 times because when I'm stressed and want to die, I cut my hair. It helps.

Junior spring was a lot. I changed a lot, I grew a lot. I decided to pick up a second major! Worst time to do that ever! Struggled a lot with my waning love for English language and literature because it has been my primary target since I was about 10. But I love art and photography and I'm happy to have found that again. Worried about failing and didn't fail anything. Kept my GPA above a 3.0 for the semester and almost a 3.5 cumulative. Renaissance Bromance didn't kick my ass, but the English department chair is probably not going to be my biggest fan for awhile.

Really, there should be more. This is practically worthless. But I'm not kidding when I say there are things I can't think about. 

Happy New Year. May the next one be... something else.

[zonecassette]

no one tell yasmina or cory i said this but i think i'd rather have nacho cheese bugels than regular bugels even though there's barely a difference