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guys I think im gonna be on hormones by the end of this year...like genuinely bc I keep checking the website for the gender clinic im under and the waitlist. the website says theyre currently booking people referred in january 2021.

i was referred in june 2021.

ifs april now and last i checked the website they were booking for october 2020. theyre moving incredibly fast. I reckon...maybe august I might have my first appointment? I dont know for sure. im guessing but...it'll definitely be this year. fuck. holy FUCK.

ive actually waited so much longer than nearly 5 years though because I initially came out at 16 but went back into the closet. that was in 2017. then i came out again in 2020 (thankyou crowley for helping me reconnect with him again) then went back into the closet again in 2022 (both times were because of two different exes...dont fucking date a straight cis guy if youre a trans man. just dont do it!!) but thank FUCK they never took me off the list. and thank fuck I came back out last year and left my ex otherwise this would be a very different status.

i just...holy shit man. waiting your entire life to become who you actually are and enduring so much bullshit and fighting for it and ignoring it then realising you just cant is incredibly difficult but- its getting closer. its so close I can actually taste it now. it doesnt seem real. ive waited so long, it- it feels too good to be true. im almost afraid to get excited about it but i cant help it.

im gonna finally become...me. who i am on the inside is gonna become the outside too. im gonna be on hormones soon... after waiting years and years.

i think im gonna start crying- fuck

dont mind me, theres something in my eye, its not tears. what are you on about?

#personal vent #trans ftm #trans man #transgender #lgbtq community #queer #transmasc #I hope its easier to deal with than all this mental health shit #but probably not #bc it is the nhs after all #im nervous too #but mostly excited

reposting my dashcon announcement with the time and room because its THIS WEEKEND. come see me talk for too long about the project that made me insane for 2.5 years

#dashcon 2 #dashcon #coffin thesis #tcoaal #the coffin of andy and leyley #im really excited #and severely underprepared #but mostly excited

File is ready to be uploaded tomorrow, just have to add some tone indicators and craft the posts for here and on itch.io... but it's finally happening.

Hell fucking yeah.

#so excited #and sleepy #and exhausted #but mostly excited #lol #update

what the hell is happening????? why are the holy Trinity trending all at once

should I get ready for the apocolypse?!?!?

#i'm kinda scared #but mostly excited #wtf is going on??????#why are Harry Potter the hunger games and pjo all trending #but like??? all of them???#this is insane y'all #percy jackson #the hunger games #harry potter #old tumblr #apparently its 2012 again #have I been transported into the past #what the actual fuck is happening #pjo #everlark

⊱ Group BG3 Photoshoot ⊰

A little more "formal" post.

As I mentioned previously, I wanted to create virtual photos of Yae and other people's OCs as a sort of memento of the good time I'm having on Tumblr (and I hope your time here is just as good). The invitation is open for my mutuals and other people I interacted with at least a little.

⊱ How it works ⊰

You fill this form (for those curious, there's more info about the form tool we're using at the end of the post).

I recreate your OC in my game.

Once I have all OCs, I shoot some cool group photos.

If it takes long (and it probably will), I share some wips and backstage.

When it's finished, I publish the photos here and tag you!

Tagging people who already expressed interest: @missfortunetherogue, @litsenn, @elceewunjo, @ranger-jahen, @izumiphoenix, @irondeficienttav, @rivereverie.

It's still possible to join, technically with mods I should be able to have a party of 16 characters. I hope my game doesn't crash x)

See your OCs at the photoshoot! 📸

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The form: CryptPad is an opensource and end-to-end encrypted tool that's prioritising privacy. The instance we're using is hosted in France, which means it's also subject to European GDPR laws. Because of encryption it may take a little longer to load. You don't need an account or provide any personal information to use it. I'm using it for the first time, so if there are any issues, please let me know.

#I'm excited #also nervous #but mostly excited