#but steps

[certified-diplodocus]

I just want you all to know that I beat the Least Steps challenge for Chamber 16 of Portal (one of the most evil challenges ever inflicted by man upon man) by 15 steps instead of the required 40

and I am feeling very unhumble about it

[rakimaiirisa]

So, I'm going to ramble abit

My graphics card is here so hopefully I will be back online sometime today. Im going to continue to work on Asbjorn and hopefully get his follower mod done by next week. I realized something like a dumbass so I am goin to redo some voice edits and see if I can get them ingame so i to prove tomyself that I shouldn't give up on something.

Making voice edits for farkas and vilkas to tell the player how much they love them, maybe adding some more lines to the improves adoption mod or even seeing if I can make a mod so they can interact with each other in game because dammit, they're brothers and should at least have some stuff to say to one another.

Another thing is kicking aside my doubts on my writing ability and just start on Arisa's story. I know damn well I cant write but I need to stop letting my inner doubts control me. I want to write, I want to tell her story and bring life to that person who resides in my head, ya know? Shes just waiting on me to free her.

Anyway, its alot and I feel like I maybe I'm creating expectations that I might not be able fill but fuck it. I just want to try, at least. Anything to make the me who sits and watches time pass wake up and take some kind of happiness from it.

[sweetlyobsessing]

My first research position...is actually going so well? I am a terrible employee at first typically, but I am so grateful for the stuff I willl get to learn and I have never been more eager to get better at a job. This is a better start than I have for most things.

[steen-to-be-a-marathoner]

It's also just under 5 weeks until my marathon and I just can't be bothered going for a 8km run today. I had a busy weekend on my body (2 netball games and 29km run) and just want to stay in bed looking at Canada holidays haha That's okay right?

[egladils]

I used a positive coping skill. I needed pain and wanted to punish myself but I didn't cut myself or tear open my skin in any way. I didn't do it. I used a positive coping skill!