Day 22
26th July '21
I did better than yesterday. But I only worked as long as I was working with people. When I'm not with people I simply can't work. (person) found people to work with him on anything, from homework to studying to every (org) work. I wish I could do the same for myself. It's the only way to get myself to working 12 hours a day. Can't do it by myself. If I could do it by myself, I would really win at life. (person) didn't make it to Stanford remember? I really do not have a solution. I am trying to think of one. Perhaps try controlling impulses. Sleeping for as long as 5pm, you give in to temptation. Recognize that it's a temptation. Then do not give into it.
Saying No is easy. Quiting is easy. Quit giving into temptation. It starts with quitting what harms. The good stuff comes after that.
Some FYP work with the girls. Vanilla XNLI working. Head-start with icsl on recadam
You can have a new thing everyday scheme. Do some novel thing everyday. Perhaps it will satisfy your novel-seeking behavior.
Read a new book, a few pages
Watch one episode of a new series
Try a new coding skill