Feb 23, 2017
so. um.
happy zeroth biHRTday to me, then.
#Gadit Is A Real Person Sometimes#Immediately now just androgen blockers#(well androgen production inhibitors actually. an implanted tube-thing in my arm)#picking up estrogen (patches) at some point next week#butlikebasically#...............................#whatifthisisthewrongdecisionwhatifthisiswrongWHATIFTHISISWRONGWRONGWRONG???????#I'mreallybadatselfreflectionwhatifI'mactuallyjustaboylookingforawayoutandIlatchedontothisWHATIFTHISISTHEWRONGDECISION#......anyways.#*blows out zero candles?*









