Today, I tried to study to seek for answers to questions regarding work. But... I failed. I was not able to comprehend any idea from my brain. Instead, I was distracted by all other things, I was distracted once again with thoughts of you.
Today, I tried to not think of you again. But... I failed. For some random reason, I tried visiting some of my long forgotten social media accounts which happen to still exist. And guess what, with their existence came your existence in my life too. I’ve read once again some of your hello’s and good bye’s too. Part of my brain that shouts your name was triggered with all our conversations. And with this crazy girl inside me, I decided to send you a hello message and I am still planning to send you some more until this media application shuts down for good - some time around this year :) I got courage to send you one since I realized that you will never be able to read them anymore. That along with the application’s permanent shutdown, is my heart’s acceptance that we may never even recover the friendship we built between us.
But just for today, let me unleash this crazy girl and let her do whatever she decides to do with all that’s supposed to be buried. I’ll let her remember everything all at once and let her forget about them the moment she wakes up later.