Hi cosmic, I have a question. My life has so many problems. I can't just get a minute of rest. I don't know how to find inner peace. Do you have any suggestions?
I wish I could predict the future like you
I've been thinking about this for days since I’ve seen this in my inbox. I feel like all I've been doing for the last year is just going to work and going home. if I'm not at work or at the store to get necessities I'm at home sleeping or resting. but it never seems enough to me. I'm always tired, there's moments where I feel at peace. but it all goes away with the worries that constantly plague me. I don't even know what these worries are, are they even worries? are they something else? I don't know.
but to answer your question, I think being content with yourself and where you are is a start. knowing yourself is important as well. but that can be hard if you're still trying to figure that out. you can start with something simple like finding out what music you like ( no I will never shut the hell up about music. I'm a MUSIC YAPPER!! ) or at least find music that's been resonating with you at the moment. I know I talk about music a lot, but it's super important to me. it's like my backbone. I'm not really good with portraying and understanding my emotions, and I'm not that great at communicating them. as you can see. but I feel like music can help me with that, the words, and even the music itself. it can portray so many emotions with it alone.
maybe writing down what you understand can help, keep a journal. I know all you ever hear is people say, "get a journal. get a journal. gEt A JOurNaL". but in all honesty you can document your feelings and situations, so you can maybe see a pattern or see what you've been feeling. feeling and seeing are two different things, your mind can be clouded in that specific moment but if you go back and look at what you've written down ( rants, instances, situations, feelings, etc. ) then maybe you can understand yourself in that moment.
understanding yourself might take you years, and it won't ever stop. you're constantly changing. everything is constantly changing. there's no constants. feelings come and go. people come and go. but you never will. you won't leave yourself. I hope not. as long as you're there for yourself then it'll be okay.
I've decided not to touch on that last things because, I myself, don't know...
but what the hell do I know!! I'm a 23 year old teenager with a pisces sun, a scorpio moon & a saggitarius rising...
