Skin Care with Love
Genre: fluff
Words: 1.7k
Pairing: female reader x Kim Taehyung
Warning: none
A/N: this was something I’ve been working on for weeks now and I’m happy that I got to finish it finally!
-KP!
Enjoy reading!
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I usually don’t go through her stuff but I was looking for this one particular paper and it might be somewhere here between her stocks of papers.
She keeps so much stuff and also writes down so much, all the paper didn’t surprise me anymore. Between all of the paper was this one heavy letter which poked my curiosity so I opened it and there were a few pages held together with a golden paper clip. It was definitely the familiar hand writing of Y/n, the thought of her made me smile but the curiosity got the best of me and I started reading it.
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Dear Diary,
I think I actually am kinda old to do this and it’s not even a diary, just some paper but because it would be a text about an event I thought it still counts as a diary entry. I also feel the need to write about this one moment or better said one evening that I cherish and want to keep it written somewhere so nothing will get forgotten about it. Human mind is forgetful after all.
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Her words made me smile. She was such a child sometimes but on the other side she probably thought no one will get to read this. Her words made me even more curious so I continued reading the following lines.
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I wanna tell you about him. Or better said just a little speck of what he and I have together. Describing everything we have would be crazy long so I’ll just tell you about this one particular night.
It was winter and I think it was before his birthday, I’m not sure but I sure now it was cold outside and cozy at home where I was enjoying some tea while looking out the window to see the snow falling.
It was extremely beautiful. It was not windy outside so the snowflakes were big and fell down slowly. The snow covered our whole street and it made the sky look orange instead of black.
I remember noticing that the window steamed up in the corner where I was sitting and where my body heat collided with the cold glas. I always enjoyed drawing little hearts on the steamed up glass and that night wasn’t an exception.
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Remembering her habit of drawing hearts on steamed glass made me smile.
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After my third heart I heard keys at the front door and how the door opened and his heavy steps could be heard so I made my way towards the entrance to greet him.
I waited for him to hang up his coat and get out his shoes. While waiting, the cold from the outside hit my bare legs that were only covered with shorts so I got goosebumps all over them.
After he got out of his shoes his arms went around my waist and my arms around his neck. He pushed his cold ears into the crook of my neck which made me giggle and squirm from the cold. He kept me close while laughing tiredly too.
We both went quiet and hugged each other for a few more minutes. I missed him a lot and I could feel he felt the same way. We were both at home and our heartbeats were in sync.
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Reading those lines made me realize which night Y/n was talking about. It was last winter. The text wasn’t written long ago. The text was about me and her. My heart started beating faster. Was this the only time she wrote about me? Where there other texts? Whatever it was I was going to ask her later. I had to continue reading.
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I asked him if he wanted to drink some tea or eat something but he denied and pulled me towards our bedroom. He changed into some grey sweatpants and a big dark gray shirt and sat in the middle of our bed, legs crisscrossed. I knew what that meant and got some of our favorite skincare products. I put the products next to his legs which he by now straightened so I could sit on his lap. His arms quickly found their place around my waist again, I pecked his lips sweetly and then put my forehead onto his and closed my eyes just like him to feel his presence with me.
After a while I opened my eyes, pulled his hands between us to put some skincare product onto his hands and then onto mine so we could start massaging them onto each other’s faces. He waited for me to look up and after I did both of our hands went up to the others face.
I started with his cheeks. I caressed them gently, my eyes and hands moved down to his chin which was quickly done and then up to his forehead. He was finished by then with my face and started watching me, his hands resting in my upper legs.
Lastly my hands went to his nose and seeing the little birth mark on the tip of his nose made a little smile appear on my lips. My hands started caressing his cheeks again while my eyes moved from one eye to his another slowly.
I saw the rings under his eyes and how his eyes looked extremely tired. He has been working a lot lately and hasn’t been able to sleep much because of his schedule.
But no matter what, when I looked into his eyes I could see admiration, peace, safety, home and most of all love.
He didn’t have to say anything and just look at me and I felt the love surrounding me, him, us. Feeling loved by the one that you love was some kind of great happiness that I didn’t feel or knew before I met him.
Holding his face in my hands, having his eyes on me, feeling all the love in that moment was something I never experienced before and I fell in love with him once more in that moment.
I also knew he saw and felt the same way, his eyes gave it away. We both had an adoring smile on our lips.
He pulled me closer by my hips, tilted his head up to me, our eyes never breaking the eye contact. My hands were on his shoulder, my right hand moved towards his neck and pulled him closer while getting closer myself, both of our eyes closed and finally our lips met in a sweet tender kiss. It was filled with pure innocent love and there was no rush, we took our sweet ass time to enjoy every second of feeling each other’s lips on our own.
After a while we broke apart, rested our heads together and then I slowly opened my eyes and saw that he was already looking at me. I saw the tiredness again and my heart broke a little. I was scared that he was overworking and not taking care of himself properly, of course it was nothing new but it didn’t change the fact that I was scared and worried about his health.
With those thoughts I stood up, put the skincare products back to their places and went back to bed where he was already under the covers trying to stay awake with open arms for me to join him. I quickly made my way into his arms after turning off the lights. Our legs were tangled together with my head on his chest and his arms around me. He rested his chin on my head after giving it a little peck.
“I love you” he said quietly with a small tired voice.
“I know and I love you too” I said knowing he was feeling guilty because he couldn’t say it often. What he unfortunately didn’t know was he didn’t have to tell me for me to know, just one look from him and I knew, I knew he loved me just as much as I loved him.
Then I started drawing circles with my finger on his chest while listening to his steady heartbeat and breath. I felt him pulling me closer which was the indicator of him sleeping. That night I fell asleep with a smile on my lips just like all the nights before that I got to sleep in his comforting arms.
Dear diary or whatever, I really wish everyone gets to have the happiness and love I have with him. I hope everyone gets to feel safe when looking into THAT persons comforting eyes. Dear diary I couldn’t be happier than I am when I’m with him, I couldn’t be happier about being able to call him mine and him calling me his.
With love,
Kim Y/n.
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My heart was beating fast. I didn’t properly know what to think. The only thing I knew or better said felt was love. Love towards her.
“Taehyung what are you doing?” Her voice made me come out of my thoughts and turn around towards her. She looked to my hands which were holding the text and after realizing what it was her eyes got big and she moved inhumanly fast to grab them.
“Please tell me you didn’t read it, please” she looked at me with begging eyes but my face expression gave it away. Her cheeks turned a bright pink and I was guessing that she was embarrassed about her written words.
“I’m sorry. I coincidentally found it and couldn’t stop reading it” I said and tried to pull off puppy eyes. She just sighed and brought her hands (that were still holding the papers) up to cover her face. I smiled at that and pulled her hands down and brought her into a tight hug. She hid her face in my chest and I put my chin on top of her head and we started swinging slightly.
“I couldn’t be happier than I am when I’m with you, I couldn’t be happier about being able to call you mine and you calling me yours either, Kim Y/n” my words made both of us giggle and I felt how her arms got tighter around me.
After a while she looked up to me and just like she described before, I only saw admiration, peace, safety, home and most of all love.
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