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[bzarhodgpodg]

Joy Comes...

I got a "good morning" text From my ex First thing in the morning Had me smiling all corny Cause I still love that man More now than I did back then Got me writing again I don't know who I've been Without him But I know I've planned out a life With him in my head All from a text I got Before I got out of bed Because it's more than the words It's what's not being said That makes me want to skip the wedding And go straight to being wed I wasn't ready for his love yesteryear It was too big, too deep, too dense I feared it then, immensely, Unbeknownst to me I was his world And he is my everything My former and my future The harbinger of my happiness (Wrap your arms around me, babe My waist is cold Hold on to me one second too long Embolden me I need to be the man you need Not the man I think I need to be) He is the dawn Illuminating my heart I'm ready to restart forever with him ...in the morning

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Abstinence

Do you remember when you were inside me And you'd demand possession? Well, I confess, Others have hit But none like you I told you I've loved no one since you And that's true You dug deeper than any dick could Came inside and seeded me Now I'm pregnant with your love child Gestating for years now I carry us everywhere This is my burden to bear A constant reminder of where Our roads split. Mine drove me in a circle Yours, a husband miles away It's ironic that I'm the one who Feels betrayed Didn't you know you were supposed To wait?

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We Died

We died. I saw it. We died. Together. After years and seasons And months and forevers We died. Together. I saw it. After states and homes And cities and songs We died. Together. I see it. After parks and walks And hands and talks We die together.

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After Life

If I had proof of an afterlife And if he died before I, I'd Commit suicide

[bzarhodgpodg]

Dementia

I have a chronic illness called feelins The onset often presents Without symptoms And leaves me paralyzed In the moment I do dumb things like think And reach And search For things to say to People I shouldn't Speak to This ailment makes me Weak and frail For a moment I forget who I am.

[missinglinc]

bzarhodgpodg reblogged your video: One photo a day in the worst year of my life She...

Holup. She can take pics every day of the damage, but she cant get out of the relationship? Girl

Getting out of abusive relationships isn't that easy. That's why a lot of the women stay until they are killed. :-(

[missinglinc]

bzarhodgpodg replied to your post: fuck marry or kill: tyson kobie, frank ocean, chris brown

Fuck Tyson, Kill Chris, Marry Frank.

Kill Chris???