my other yhs confession is that im a polyshipper and i think everyone should kiss. yes even the ppl who are bad for each other i love watching their dynamic. pain and violence and suffering and killing my beloved. does this make me a proshipper? i genuinely dont know bc i never understood what that term rlly meant. i want grian and yuki to kiss sam and then violently murder him. i want taurtis and grian to make out and fight physically and with words. i want chan and grian to kiss taurtis at the same time and not hate each other (even bond over loving him !). i want grian and majo ellen to kiss so so softly and sweetly and gently. and want salex to kiss taurtis before moving on. i want taurtis's s/o's to help him move on from salex while still honoring her memory. i want sam and yuki and maybe chan (and even ellen if theyre feelin jealous) to manipulate taurtis into feeling awful for loving again after his gf died. i want love and pain and happiness and fury and guilt and joy and betrayal and euphoria and. and. i want. i want. i want. i want.
so much. i want so, so much.
....funny thing is im also aroace so maybe im.just projecting and trying to feel Every Love Experience Ever even the bad ones vicariously thru these guys, and already "problematic" content and characters gives me the safe space i need for it???? i have no idea.
....apologies for the long ask i. dont know what happened there,