Could you possibly do c!Wilbur or c!Technoblade helping reader though a panic/anxiety attack?
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{Calmness in the Rough} c!Technoblade x Reader
pronouns: not mentioned
word count: 549
trigger warnings: anxiety attacks
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"I can't do it, I can't do it!" You paced around the room, your hands in your hair, slightly pulling at the base.
The war was approaching and you were finally going to reveal yourself as Technoblade's spy. You were apart from L'Manberg after the first war for independence, but when Technoblade offered you payment, freedom, a safe place, and eventually love, there was no way you could say no.
Technoblade was planning on in two day's time to make his attack with Phil and leave L'Manberg in shambles. All because you were on the inside and getting all the information.
"I heard you yelling and came as fast as I could!" Techno swung the door open from outside. "What's the matter?"
You couldn't tell him what you were feeling because you simply needed to breathe, but the more you breathed, the harder it was. Every breath became shorter and you were starting to feel light headed.
"Let's sit down," Techno put his arm around your back and slowly walked you to the couch. He sat next to you and rubbed your back with one hand and with his other holding yours. "Take your time... take your time."
You hated feeling this weak, especially in front of your all-powerful boyfriend. Once you caught your breath you looked at him, tears threatening to fall, "I can't betray them. They can't know it was me."
"Is this about the war?" Techno asked. "y/n, you already betrayed them. You chose my side and by doing so, lighting up my life. This, this right here, us, this is more than just a war. It's not because you don't want them to know that you're with me right?"
You shook your head, "I promise that it has nothing to do with you. Those people trusted me, they told me things that only they knew and I promised them not to tell anyone. And now they're gonna all kn-"
You couldn't finish your sentence due to another rush of emotions that caused you to bend over. You grabbed at your heart, feeling it absolutely shatter into pieces.
"Hey now," Techno took his hand back from you and devoured you into a hug. He gently rested his head on your shoulder blades, his hair fell in front of you, "Take a break. We can talk about this later. I don't care about the war, I don't care about what's gonna happen after, I don't care about their feelings. I only care about you, y/n. My first priority is making sure that you are happy, and you do not look happy right now. How can I help?"
You sat up and turned yourself for that you were sitting in his lap. These moments were very rare, even without the anxiety attack. Technoblade wasn't one to show his softer side, so you were surprised when he pressed a kiss to your forehead and pulled your head into his neck.
His scent was calming to you, like some sort of drug. You felt yourself relaxing with every stroke he made down your hair to the bottom of your spine, "You are gonna be just fine..."
You nodded, "I'll still have friends right?"
He shrugged, "I don't know for sure, but you'll always have me and Phil, always."
