'I used to be a little boy
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you, my love
I send this smile over to you.'
The lyrics seemed to bounce and echo down the narrow interior corridors of Knowhere's underbelly like an intimate performance, an oasis of peace by comparison to the chaos above decks. With a number of children and animals to accommodate fast, Guardians and Ravagers alike had had their hands full in the aftermath of their latest, greatest escapade.
Even down here Rocket was plagued with visitors, but neither the raccon kit gently chewing on his tail nor the penguin clattering noisily as it explored the cabin drew his eyes from the scrolling data sets he was reading.
His own file. No sooner had he been well enough to understand what the object was, Rocket had pocketed the bizarre little data packet and only now had he found time to really dig into it. The recordings, he decided, were for another time.
It was funny, in a twisted kinda way, he thought as he scanned through progress logs and genetic sequencing codes. Before he'd met the Guardians, seeing this would have felt akin to seeing his entire soul bared before his eyes: everything he was and would ever be, condensed into strings of code, data logs and clinically cold observations of traumas he could only recall in hazy snatches.
But he was more, now. More than the sum of some whackjob's obsession with imperfection, more than the little monster he'd always been told he was. He had people who loved him with every one of those imperfections, and struggle though he often might to verbalise it, he loved them with theirs.
Man, family really had made him soft. And he even liked it.
Still, the files made for unsettling - but compelling - reading. Eyes drifted over seemingly endless piles of information, glossing over minutiae in search for what exactly he wasn't certain. Though only the odd sound escaped, he continued to mouth the words to the music playing. He didn't hear the doors sliding open.
And leave you like they left me here
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn...'