#c; jasper

[crossedsky]

  “I...I don’t get it.”  But he does and that’s the terrifying part.  Thinks he’s bleeding out emotions to her and can’t stop it.  Fear, regret, anger that makes him want to bolt.  Has perched himself in a tree instead.  Leaves drip water down the back of his neck.  The back of his shirt is wet from leaning against bark.  Jasper doesn’t even know if he wants to have this conversation right now.  It feels bad to just ditch her because he isn’t ready.  “I-I mean, I figured she...didn’t really love me.  I was too young to figure out the difference between love and lust, but-” he trails off.  Can’t get the words out because that makes it real.  Sighs heavily, rubbing hands over face and through hair.  Loose waves are near straight with wet rain.  “I just-I don’t-what are you saying?” 

@denieddeath liked

[unsctisfied]

open to: anyone (daughter’s nanny, daughter’s teacher, a student of his, someone he matched with on tinder, any combination of the above, etc) 

jasper was beyond out of practice. he hadn't been on a proper date since his daughter was born. sure, he'd slept with a few people over the years but that was the extent of his endeavors. being a single father certainly came with its disadvantages. needless to say, it hadn't taken much to really get him really going. with wide eyes, he looked down at their hand that was now coated. his cheeks ran red along with his neck and chest. “i-i uh... i'm sorry. that was pathetic,” he sheepishly muttered. “it’s been a while...” 

[miillenials]

“It doesn’t hurt,” he began, looking at his arm that currently had a gashing open wound propped on the table between them. An accident, that’s all it was when his first few days on the job already had him sent to the emergency room needing a few stitches.. “Okay, maybe it does but I’m trying to look cool in front of the pretty nurse so, is it working?” 

[arkadiasfinest]

Bellamy had stuffed his hands into the pockets of the hoodie he had managed to aquire. Thankfully he had managed to land a job so he could at least get by in this new world if he was going to be stuck here for a while. There was a chill in the air so he was huddled into himself as he wandered around the busy streets on the way to work. It was then he saw a man sitting on a bench. Normally this wasn't an odd occurrence but this particular person bore a striking resemblance to that of his old friend. But that man had died over 6 years ago now. It couldn't be him, could it? Testing the unknown he walked closer and soon he was yelling his name. "Jasper?!"

@add-it-up-jasper

[pointetopointe]

Text: Jasper

Aubrey: I'm sorry

[fbikeller]

Text || Jasper

Alexis: Hey....long time no talk stranger. I'm in London, surprise! You still living here?

[nataliekarkaroff]

“See turkey” she said pulling him along the boardwalk. “This is what the sun feels like, the light of the library can’t compare” Natalie said nudging him. “Told you real life was more fun than boarding schools.”

@rjasperabigail

[libby-rigby-blog]

text | jasper&libby

Libby: When you were a little kid and you cried what would make you stop?

Libby: Weird question, I know, I'm sorry.