#c. crowiis

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                   crowiis // cont.

                  the bed dipped as she moved to sit up, and damon’s half asleep                   body jolted in a shock of anxiety. the raven’s eyes flashed open                   while he panted quietly under his breath, eyeing the naked women                   beside him to be sure she wasn’t getting up to LEAVE. he was still                   for a moment, gaining his composure before he pushed the upper                   half of his body up, moving his lips to kiss her exposed shoulder blade.

                               ❝ why are you up ? ❞

                                 katherine barely even NOTICED when damon sat up, way too                                 engrossed in her own darkening thoughts to notice anything                                 around her. the kiss on her back made her tense up for a split                                 second before relaxing and looking at him over her shoulder,                                 pressing her forehead to his before sighing.

                                                                   ‘ just thinking. ‘

                                 guilt ate at her insides, gnawing her until it made her lose sleep.                                 it was only at certain moments, mostly after she’d spent the day                                 with her (oh god) BOYFRIEND. it was purely DISTRESSING.                                 there was a pause before she proceeded.

                                                                   ‘ enzo wants us to go out --you included--,                                                                      bowling or something like that. if you’re                                                                      feelin’ up to it, you could bring some...                                                                      FRIEND of yours. ‘

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             Memories of last night were pretty HAZY and                               UNCLEAR, Katherine’s head was pounding                               when she stirred awake, eyes still closed and                               fearing the light that would surely blind her in                               a few seconds when she opened them.                               Regardless, something felt OFF in her                               surroundings and, rolling onto her side, she                               found another warm body. Logically, that                               would’ve been her boyfriend whom Katherine                               loved dearly and had been in a stable                               relationship with for around eight months now                               ---- but nope.

                              The light didn’t even bother her, not when she                               REALIZED who she was actually cuddling into.                               It didn’t take more than a second: that raven                               hair wasn’t Enzo’s and neither was that pale skin                               and the particular mole she’d memorized by heart                               was MISSING and then she was crawling out of                               the bed as silently but as quickly as she could.

                              Of fucking course she had to stumble over                               whatever was laying on the floor and NOTICE her                               utter nakedness. Guilt struck right through her                               hungover haze and she cursed under her breath,                               praying to whatever God almighty that Damon                               wouldn’t wake up in time to see her SNEAKING OUT.