#c.san

[babieateez]

[insert author’s note here] aka i have nothing to say but i hope this is an enjoyable read c:

eye contact is always pretty awkward, especially when all you want to do is look away

because you can feel your face heating up and your heartbeat beginning to race but you think that you have to get used to it since choi san is your boyfriend

and he loves the eye contact he shares with you

you just don’t quite get it

but when he takes your face in his hands and maneuvers your head to level your eyes with his, you don’t really have much of a choice

he’ll stop if you tell him to but you never do, even though you feel your palms get kind of sweaty and your breath hitches in your throat

none of that really gets even close to the love you see in his eyes, radiating outward to the rest of his face, his smile shining bright

you can’t help but think you must look similarly

happy to show your adoration through a means you normally don’t like

these moments are not uncommon, but they are intimate and you share them usually under the covers of your shared bed

with light filtering through the curtains on your window and casting a soft warmth into your bones

you know that you have to get up but the gentle pull you feel from san’s gaze begs you not to go

and you consider it long and hard but instead decide to depart, pulling away from your boyfriend with a kiss on his head as a small parting gift

but decide that you’ll make him some breakfast to make up for it

when you begin frying the eggs, you hear footsteps from the hallway, and hear a yawn so you turn

and see your sleepy sannie standing in the entrance to the kitchen, watching you cook with a fond expression on his face and a tired smile showing you appreciation

even if you did have to leave him for this to happen and after you turn back to the pan to make sure the eggs aren’t sticking to it, you feel his arms snake around your midsection and his face making its home in the crook of your neck

even though it tickled a little, you contained yourself and just shook your head with a small smile on your face

telling san that he just pulled a rather cliche move but he doesn’t even care

just telling you that he thinks it would be okay for the two of you to have a cliche love

you can’t quite bring yourself to disagree, not with the way he’s planting gentle kisses of affection on your cheeks and nose

by the time the both of you have finished breakfast, he’s basically dragging you by the arm outside, to see the fallen leaves on the ground

it’s definitely not so he can pull you into his side with the excuse that it’s cold out, so you have to share body heat

you don’t even know where you’re walking until you get there, san leading you to the door of a small florist shop you probably had seen hundreds of times but never went into

and he lets you in first, the chill of the outside air slowly being replaced by the warmth of the shop and the scent of flowers wafting around you

san calls out a gentle greeting to the shop owner, saying that he was there to pick up his order and the shopkeeper makes a noise of recognition, disappearing to the back presumably to get the order

you turn to your boyfriend with confusion written on your face and he just smiles, his dimples popping out, making you smile in return

before he can open his mouth to tell you what the occasion is, the shopkeeper comes back with a vase of flowers, arranged in just the most beautiful manner

and san takes them from the shopkeeper, turning to you and holding them out to you and you think you’re going to cry because they’re for you?????

to make matters worse, san is doing the eye contact thing again

it’s like you’re twelve, butterflies in your stomach because your crush looked at you

but san isn’t your crush, he’s the love of your life

he doesn’t have to say anything for you to know that you’re the love of his life since it’s all on display in his face, his eyes, the way they’re so wide,

looking at you filled with every emotion linked to love, adoration, affection, enchantment, infatuation, everything in the dictionary

you just know that you’re returning his feelings tenfold, the way you can feel your heartbeat in your chest and the slight tremor in your hands

giving it away that you’re hopeless, even if it is a bit cliche to love him like that

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stunning......

[babieateez]

san that takes you to old cities and just walks around with you

and you both love the smell of the history in the air and the looks of the old buildings made from brick and the pathways that you can hear the clop of the horse hooves on

seeing other people in the nighttime going on ghost tours while you both go to small shops with fairy lights hanging on the lattice around some ivy that’s growing on the side of the building

even though neither of you are like professional photographers you love taking photos of each other against the sunset

he loves being your model so much that he goes out of his way to match his outfits to the colors of the area

you’d be visiting that day and going to an ice cream shop but it’s actually an “ice cream shoppe”

and he gets your favorite flavor while you try out a new flavor and he knows that you won’t like it as much as your favorite

so he lets you take bites from his ice cream and feeding each other while sitting in the patio area with the plastic spoons

sometimes when people pass by you get embarrassed and flustered

holding hands while walking down the street with the wind blowing against you

stopping by the beach for just a minute to hear the waves and feel the sand between your toes until you move on

him trying to convince you to let him buy tickets to a museum that you know neither of you have any interest in

but he just wants to take pictures with all the exhibits and you refuse because you can just take pictures outside of the museum

going to the more remote parts of the town where not many people walk around

and you see all of the stray cats in the streets and you take pictures of them until san convinces you that he should take some pictures with them

you don’t want him to potentially scare any of the cats off or somehow piss them off so you tell him to just pose right by one

then one of the smaller tabby cats gets all curious about who this handsome stranger was and comes up to him

and just lays on his shoes and you capture the moment of him realizing that the cat is nodding off

he just looks so lovely and happy

there are days where you guys don’t feel like making any plans so you just wander the city and follow your feet and meet locals that tell you where the best restaurants are

somehow you both don’t realize the storm clouds have gathered on top of the town and it starts to drizzle

so you start to run and laugh at each other until you find an awning to hide under

and he can’t stop smiling at you and your wet clothes and you’re laughing at how goofy he looks with his hair soaked and hanging down in his eyes

there’s nobody around you and all you can hear is the rain splashing onto the pavement and you feel your heart beating from running

but also from being so close to the love of your life and feeling the way his fingers wrap through yours

even if you are pretty wet from the rain, you don’t mind because when you’re next to san, you feel warm and safe and happy no matter what