CABO CONFESSIONS // PART UN -- (but really, part deux)
"Uh, you would think I'd be better at this because of the whole 'reality show' thing, but I - I, um... Have you seen our ratings? We suck... Majorly."
She's laughing awkwardly now, her hands placed neatly on her lap as she tried to think of what to say to the camera. Tucking a piece of hair behind her ear, she clears her throat and starts. "Nothing interesting has happened to me, really. I was majorly sick on the first day, hence why I couldn't be bothered to get up and do the first confessional thing."
She's trying to sift through her brain to come up with something -- anything -- interesting to talk about. Maybe this is why the show has such low ratings. They tell her to fuck some shit up and be outgoing (since the show is basically hanging on by a very thin thread), but she's honestly too big of a wimp to do so.
"I hung out with Declan, but that's not really interesting. I think most people are bored with that news. Calum Hood's nudes got leaked. Jennifer Lawrence's nudes just got leaked, wow. And I think Victoria Justice too. I'm kind of not talking to Oscar right now because he told me to fuck myself and called me stupid, which is really dumb of me to get mad about because he was sad and drunk, but it still stung and -- I don't know."
Dru's chewing on her bottom lip nervously now -- a habit that she acquired apparently even before she came into her current family's life. "It's so cliche and stupid, but I'm such a sensitive person and things have happened to me before and I try to keep it all in and try to look all happy and strong like nothing's ever wrong, but things are wrong and I just couldn't handle much that day. I should apologise to my brother, shouldn't I?"
"My 18th is tomorrow, and I'm probably not gonna do anything," she admits sheepishly. "I really wanted my parents to be there, but instead I got stuck in Cabo. That's literally a 'first word problems' sentence right there. Besides, I was pretty excited for a masquerade party and whatever Stevie had planned. Instead I'm gonna be stuck on a flight back home and drowsiness. A lovely 18th, huh?"
She's actually really bitter about it. She's been dreaming about her 18th for the longest time, and she got stuck with a group of people who she truthfully wasn't really close with and no family and no celebration. How fucking fantastic.
"I wish I could go home early, honestly."