Everything with a three >;3
3. Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.Like, talk about what I liked about him, or what? Well obviously that would be Zack, being my first love and all. I dated him for 1.5 years and I guess what I liked the most from our relationship was the feeling of peace I had around him, like all this chaos in my head was quiet and I could just be happy. He made me feel safe from myself. There were moments when I was just totally overwhelmed with how much I loved him. It didn't work out, though :P
13. Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time. I haven't had proper sex because when I tried it hurt to much and I freaked out and got really nervous about it at every attempt afterwards...so...I can't imagine what my first time would be like, but probably very slow and very nerve-wracking.
23. Talk about a time someone turned you down. HAH, no one has ever turned me down, because I don't approach anyone. One time, I was telling my friend about how this one guy I know is really desperate, and someone next to us interjected with "hey, I'm really desperate" so I'm like "heyyy wanna hang out sometime" jokingly and he's like "no" and then I kind of freaked out. So yeah! I imagine if I were legitimately turned down I'd be very awkward about it.
30. Talk about what turns you off. Anything dirty or smelly, anything actually painful, the normal stuff I guess...
31. Talk about what you think death is like. Man, I don't know. It's just the end. I don't think there's anything afterwards, if that's what you're asking.
32. Talk about a place you remember from your childhood. I used to live on McGuire Air Force Base...I remember the nearby park pretty distinctly; it was made out of wood and kind of gray-looking and I always got splinters from it. When I was little I thought it looked like a castle.
33. Talk about what you do when you are sad. Hahahaha oh man I'm sad all the time and there's nothing I can do about it usually - I guess usually I just talk to Eric about it and wait for it to pass. Unfortunately because of the depression there isn't always an actual solution.
34. Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.I don't remember? I've never been seriously injured. One time I had the stomach flu, though, and I couldn't even make it down the stairs because I was in so much pain.
35. Talk about things you wish you could stop doing. Getting crushes on people I have no chance with...
36. Talk about your guilty pleasures. Seventeen magazine! I love getting ideas about clothes and stuff even though everything is so expensive and I rarely do any of the suggestions...I think my subscription expired, though, but now I get Teen Vogue, which tbh I don't like as much.
37. Talk about someone you thought you were in love with. As opposed to someone I was actually in love with? I've never been wrong about my own feelings tbh.
38. Talk about songs that remind you of certain people. Pretty much every song reminds me of someone - the song Bulletproof by La Roux reminds me of ex bff.
39. Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier. Shit, a lot of things - I wish I'd known which schools I'd be rejected from, I wish I'd known that I was too depressed to do some of the work I signed up for, I wish I'd known that my involvement with a certain guy would ruin a close friendship, a lot of things really...