"You..." look like you were crying, you look exhausted, tortured... he wanted to say any of those descriptions, all of it. But, Roland knew if he would, it might break Olivier in a way neither of them were prepared for. It would be worse than him being irritated and smacking him upside the head (not like he would right now with Roland being a walking mummy), it would be the screaming, the shouting and very possibly, tears, that neither of them would know how to handle. those emotions, they killed off in their growing and training in the church. Yes, Roland still had his emotions on his sleeve at times, but most of the time his tears were false. Instead, a tired smile pulled on his lips and he patted the hand that rested atop his sheets. "I'm glad you're safe, Olivier." and just to be a thorn in his side and get his old captain back, "You should be more careful...! You're always nagging me to be, yet you didn't even see that vampire !! Tsk, tsk- that's not like you at all ~"
༺♰༻ ―If there was anyone capable of making him wish he had met his end at that very moment, it was Roland. Despite the pain etched on his swollen, bruised face, he found the strength to scowl, his expression radiating pure contempt for the man standing before him. The intensity of his disdain was palpable as if Roland's very presence made the air around them heavier with animosity. Olivier's frustration bubbled beneath the surface as he glared at Roland, whose smug smile seemed to taunt him. The corners of Roland's lips curled upward, exuding confidence that only fueled Olivier's irritation. Unfortunately, in his current state of exhaustion, all Olivier could muster was a deep furrow in his brow, his frown barely masking the storm of emotions swirling inside him.
Anger had always been the solitary emotion that Olivier wore on his sleeve, a fiery response that contrasted sharply with the turmoil he kept hidden deep within—buried six feet beneath the weight of his mother’s absence. He thought he had an understanding of himself, of the darkness that enveloped him, until he encountered a peculiar little boy. This child seemed to radiate warmth and light, an incandescent glow that made everything around him appear dull by comparison. It was a brightness that felt almost otherworldly, drawing Olivier in like a moth to a flame. From that moment on, he found himself irresistibly following this radiant presence, captivated by the light that pierced through his shadowed heart.
❝ Would you shut up ? ❞ Olivier snapped at Roland, his voice sharp and laced with irritation. His expression was tense, a grimace crossing his face as he felt the sting of the bandages wrapped tightly around his chest. The pain was a reminder of the close call he had just endured, and he was reluctant to delve into the reasons for his oversight regarding the vampire lurking nearby. ❝ You’re fortunate I don’t have the energy to smack you right now. What’s done is done. I’m fine. ❞ The words were a blatant deception; a surge of frustration simmered just beneath the surface, and he could easily have struck out at Roland. Yet, despite his irritation, he found a surprising sense of comfort in the warmth of the hand resting gently over his.