It's March so you know what that means! Can't get out of this month without drawing at least one crossdressing Ampora, and this one is @wirrrp's @caepaecaesurae
sugaryexcess
I sink I'm like, growing as a person and stuff in really big and significant ways~
valorousimperial
Oh, yeah? Talk to me about it! I love hearing when you have good feelings about yourself!
sugaryexcess
I've got low standards about my progress sometimes so it mig)(t not be like, excellent~
But Cae's been doing pretty bad lately~
valorousimperial
He has?
sugaryexcess
And even t)(oug)( we're kinda dating rig)(t now, I can't visit )(im in convalescence becod I'm me, )(e lives on Prosperity, and it's a secret~
O)(, yea)(~
I'm not s)(aring personal stuff, it's all public now~
You know )(ow t)(e Alternian part of )(im was a slaver?~
valorousimperial
You're dating????
Also, yeah.
sugaryexcess
Only kind of, commitment is )(ard and I R-EALLY don't want to jinx it~
valorousimperial
I didn't know you guys were kinda dating!
valorousimperial
What's your leaning?
sugaryexcess
Reddis)(, concupiscent, but )(e's a quadsmeary kinda guy~
It's not pale t)(o, obvs, I would've told you t)(at one~
We went on like two dates, we're not moving particularly fast~
valorousimperial
I'm so interested in this stuff. I didn't know you were polyquad!
sugaryexcess
I mean, we did fuck~
valorousimperial
Nice!
sugaryexcess
But as far as frequency of romantic outings~
Yea)(, I've always tended t)(at way but some timelines find it more illegal t)(an ot)(ers~
I've just got lots of feelings~
valorousimperial
Same.
sugaryexcess
It's a R-EALLY BIG S-ECR-ET so please be careful, I know you will be but y'know~
I know!!!~
It's your best feature and your one flaw~
valorousimperial
Anyway, personal growth, and stuff!
sugaryexcess
Well, )(is Psii got )(is permission to get a clown to put Psii's memories of t)(e kinda questionable stuff )(e did in Cae~
So now )(e's got trauma related to )(is own face and is just now coming to grips wit)( )(ow bad stuff was~
So )(e's doing really bad~
And I can't see )(im~
But I'm not creepily trying to find ways to get in t)(ere anywave, or get )(im away from )(is real quads so )(e can come find me~
And I'm talking to )(im and )(e says I'm kelping and I keep being all weird and emotionally mature and smart~
valorousimperial
That's a step in the right direction!
sugaryexcess
And I've been talking to Nadaya!!!~
sugaryexcess
)(e doesn't know t)(e extent of our reeloceans)(ip but I've been really mature and cool and excellent about it, and )(e's not visibly disgusted and s)(owed sympat)(y for my not being able to be t)(ere!~
valorousimperial
Oh, shit, sweet!
sugaryexcess
Yea)(!!!~
Idk I'm just
I would've never been like t)(is wit)(out you
And otter people too
valorousimperial
Mostly Xanthe, but I'm really glad that you would credit me in this whole thing.
sugaryexcess
It's ebberyone
You all did t)(is and I love you so muc)(
valorousimperial
I love you so much, too, oh my gods.
sugaryexcess
38*
valorousimperial
*:B !!!
I've been flirting with a Darkleer lately, myself. And also I kissed Xanthe the night before last.
sugaryexcess
Oo)(~
O)( MY COD T-ELL M-E ABOUT T)(-E S-ECOND FIN FIRST
If you're inclined to s)(are, I mean~
valorousimperial
Okay, so???
I've been flirting with him for like.
A long time.
But he's a goddamn dumbass and hasn't noticed?
Gods, he stresses me out.
valorousimperial
So for human christmas he gave me this little goofy looking flute thing, and it's very cute.
He taught me how to play it a bit, I taught myself how to play it some more.
sugaryexcess
)(e's sooo like t)(at omfg~
Aw!~
valorousimperial
So I wrote this song, and it's a long one, and I just called it Xanthe.
It's a five minute musical description of our entire relationship, from start to now.
sugaryexcess
You're so fucking romantic~
valorousimperial
So I played that for him, and he was like.
"It was very pretty, I loved the end of it," which was the part where I was like trying to communicate "I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU, YOU BASTARD!"
And I told him that the song's not finished, but I need his help with how the rest of it goes
valorousimperial
And he's like "I don't get it"
sugaryexcess
COD
COD!!!!!
valorousimperial
So I had this television monitor, and I turned it on, and it played some music I wrote for my *cello,* and showed a big black spade!!!
AND HE GOES
FUCKING
GET THIS
HE GOES "I already told you it's fine that you and Lil date!"
sugaryexcess
XAAAAANT)(-E
AAAAAAA
valorousimperial
AAAAAAA!
sugaryexcess
I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND
valorousimperial
THAT'S WHAT I SAID, WAS "AAAAA!!!"
sugaryexcess
CODDDDDDDDDD
valorousimperial
Like! While walking toward him, I was going AAAAAAAAAA because my pan had just!!!! Shut down!
And I climbed in his lap and kissed himm!
And THEN he got it!
And I kissed him again and he kissed back a little, but then he made me stop because he wasn't *sure* he felt the same, because he spent so much time thinking THAT THIS WAS JUST NORMAL BEHAVIOR FOR ME!!!!!
sugaryexcess
I wouldn't )(ave been surprised if )(e was just like
"O)(, t)(is is for Lil, rig)(t?"
XANT)(-E
valorousimperial
I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND WAITING FOR HIM TO GET BACK TO ME!
AND LAST NIGHT HIS MOIRAIL
HIS!!!! MOIRAIL!!!!
MESSAGES ME!
AND APOLOGIZES THAT XANTHE IS A DENSE FUCKER! (That's what Lil called him)
And I have to be cool about it, right?
I have to be like "oh, you know, I've been flirting with him this long, I can wait for his answer!"
But like!!
I don't feel that cool!
sugaryexcess
You really do~
It'll be okay, my love~
sugaryexcess
Do you want to )(ang out or somefin?~
valorousimperial
Yeah. That Darkleer's coming over tolight and I'm going to tease him til he screams, but I would love to see you right now.
sugaryexcess
Distractions are good~
I'm sorry about Xant)(e!~
valorousimperial
Corvin says he thinks we'll be fine?
Which is encouraging?
But Xanthe on his blog said, uh
Let me grab it,
valorousimperial sent a post i mee...
The last thing is me.
sugaryexcess
)(u)(~
sugaryexcess
Do you know w)(at's up?~
valorousimperial
Corvin said very ominous things
But I don't know specifically?
Like, it's something to do with Corvin.
Corvin has to go somewhere, and he's taking Xanthe with him, and he doesn't know if he'll be back?
sugaryexcess
)(m~
valorousimperial
And he says I can hug him if he comes back.
> You had been waiting for her. You had been carefully grooming her, fawning over her just enough to try to make it seem like it was run off from Sugary. And you had planned and plotted with Cae, until you could lure her with love. Sugary always loved that. She didn't seem to see anything wrong with it.
> Enforcer's cell had come with a twin, Tarrat ever forward thinking. And Cae spent a good amount of time decorating it to seem like a loveshack for two, a tent sitting room where you and Sugary could have romantic talks outside of her apartment. You said you wanted to be changed trickster. You were assured it would hurt. A lot. But it'd take a while, and you have a way out, so it's fine.
> Even still, when you see her unadorned face, you pause for a moment before you give her a smile and a hug. You spend a moment making her feel relaxed enough, so you can leave without any trouble, including looking engaged when she pulls out her scepter. And she baps you on the nose.
> And then your world slows down for a moment as pain spreads throughout your body. You stumble back, in the vague direction of the transportalizer, but quickly turn it into something more deliberate. You have to get OUT, before you become too foggy to leave without help.
> With a push of a button, you disappear. And appear in a lead room, presumably what Cae had prepared all along for this sort of scenario. You immediately collapse and curl up in pain, and a peculiar sense of giddiness beyond your normal range of pain centered euphoria.
> When Cae shows up, you're groaning softly, tears running down your face, smearing paint as they do. Your breath is interrupted frequently with small bouts of giggling. This feels??? Good? Terrible. Wow you hate(love) this.
