Angryposting is under the cut, so that those who want to avoid it don’t have to see.
Honestly, even if he didn’t abuse “his” Dave, which holy shit he fucking did he has no god damn right to be upset in the least about the shit he gets because of it, I’d still be pissed off. Sure, maybe you specifically didn’t beat the fucking crap out of every single abuse victim out there, but a version of you was responsible for it. Own up to that shit.
For fourteen years my brother and I lived under a version of ME that beat the shit out of BOTH OF US. I own up to it. He’s an alternate of me, which means somewhere inside I have the ability to become Him. If I don’t pay close fucking attention to myself, how I think, how I act, someday I could do the same shit He did to someone new. I could do it to Dave.
I understand if people are wary of me because of that. I’m almost as old as He was now. I look just fucking like Him. I hate that. I hate myself. But I understand when people want me to stay away and not touch them, their posts, or their blog with a 5000 foot pole. I fucking GET it. I respect it. It doesn’t bother me when I learn that someone doesn’t want to even look at me because of it. You being an absolute bitch because other survivors can’t fucking help the memories and feelings that come back when they see you is fucking pathetic. Fuck you.