Apr 5, 2014
Journal Entry___________________________________________4/5/14
It's been three weeks since Joshua has moved in with me. He's wonderful, really. He's handsome, kind, and very obedient. So obedient, in fact, that I'm struggling to assert dominance over him because he simply never seems to do anything wrong. Perhaps I'm just caught up in the honeymooning of it all and have to look deeper to find flaws to begin to mend. One thing I've noticed is that his libido seems unexpectedly low. He doesn't seek sexual attention and even when I offer affection he does not escalate things. I don't know if he's shy or nervous, or if he just doesn't want to that sort of connection with me quite yet. Maybe he's just not attracted to me...
-Cal