everything . ok , not everything , but she regrets a decision that was the turning point of her life . what she regrets the most ? she regrets all the choices that lead her here . she was innocent too , long time go . she misses that feeling , much as she loathes admiring it ; that naive way to look at the world & people in it . she misses how genuine her laughter was , how there were never enough hours in a day to satisfy her , and now she can’t wait for them to be over . she regrets that blind love she felt for her father as a child , and fooling herself into thinking it was reciprocated . regrets being naive enough not to realize what was happening , even though she was a child , shouldn’t she have sensed something was off ? she regrets waking up that day , and deciding to go into that room . she should’ve known better . if only she hadn’t been so damn curious , maybe none of what follows would’ve happened . she regrets walking into that scene . THAT SCENE that so abruptly stomped what was left of her innocence . she regrets not jumping , screaming , doing anything to stop her father from taking her mother from her . but the thing she regrets the MOST , is feeling so lost & heartbroken that day in school , all it took was one concerned teacher to make her spill out things no one should’ve heard , to make her break a promise she had every intention of keeping & accidentally set the wheels that would lead to her father being burned alive in motion .
