#calshua

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"I love you."

Cal laughed softly, trying fruitlessly to wipe the flour off of her clothes. Luckily, it could be washed. She’d had fun, but the kitchen was now a mess, along with the both of them.

"I love you too, but that’s not going to get you out of cleaning this." She tried to contain her giggling. "We’re going to take a bath together, then you will make this kitchen spotless before bed."

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"You're not going to lose me."

"Of course I will." She whispered, running her fingers through Josh's hair, which had grown quite long since they'd been together. She spoke calmly, reserved, but there was pain within her as she spoke.

"These affairs always end... Sometimes on good notes, others on bad, but there's more to your life than me... There always will be. When you are ready you will move on and I will find another boy to train when the time comes, it's the cycle we live in, but you will always have a place in my heart, just like every pet who's passed through my door, and I hope you might say the same about me."

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[i can't remember whether i've sent you any so here] "Is that supposed to scare me?"

"No." Cal shrugged, swinging the riding crop on her finger. "Does it?" She gave a menacing smirk. "I’ll get something scarier if you’ll learn your lesson." She lifted a brow and brought the crop up to smack her gloved hand, which gave a sharp, threatening noise. "Are you going to bend over or am I going to have to go back to my toy trunk?"

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♯

Cal hadn’t been able to call him. She was doing several shoots in Tokyo and when she had even a second to spare he was sleeping. It hurt to be so far from him for so long, to not actually speak to him, only through sporadic messages through the internet, usually “I miss you.” 

She filmed herself with a friend who played guitar, singing a special song for her Boy to enjoy while she was away, sending it to his email so he could see it in the morning.

It’s been a long time since I came aroundBeen a long time, but I’m back in townthis time, I’m not leavin’ without you. 

You taste like whiskey when you kiss me oh,I’d give anything again to be your baby doll

this time, I’m not leaving without you.You said “Sit back down where you belongin the corner of my bar with your high heels on.

Sit back down on the couch where we made love the first time and you said to me:'There's something, something about this place,Something ‘bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your faceSomething, something about my Minnesota guy,Yeah there’s something about, baby, you and I.’”

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"I made cookies for you [Ma'am]."

"Oh, thank you, Boy." She smiled sweetly, but it was not as sincere as she’d meant it to be. It was nice that Cal and Josh baked together as a bonding activity outside the play room, it helped them relax and stimulated their minds but it also resulted in so much food. Cal struggled with all the sweets in the house and often made it a point to give most of it away to her friends who didn’t share the same metabolic curse she did. 

"I’ll have one later, okay? I’m not very much in the mood for sugar."

It was a lie. Even though Cal had a strict honesty policy with her subs, she couldn’t bring herself to tell Josh that she wanted noting to do with any food that wasn’t fruit or water for a time. While she found herself in grueling cravings when she forbade herself so, she had a photoshoot coming up, with a photographer who’d devastated her last time by insulting her appearance and calling for a thinner model.

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All of 'em for Cal :3

⌆ a nervous tic or habit they do

Omega Verse: Cal bites her nails. 

Dom!Verse: When Cal is holding something like a flog or a crop in Her hands, She’ll tap it against Her other hand nervously.

⏀ describe their usual smile

Omega Verse: Weak and shy, as if she didn’t smile much before, and the muscles haven’t gotten much strength.

Dom!Verse: Cal often has a small, polite smile. It’s Her job at big events and during long photo or video shoots to have a big, constant smile, so She tries not to get her grin worn out too quickly. In Her private time with subs, She keeps a mysterious, pleased smile, but there are times, when she’s comfortable, that she’ll grin or laugh out loud.

⇅ do they look up or down while thinking?

Omega Verse: No

Dom!Verse: Only when She’s examining Her subs.

❧ describe their usual sleeping position

Omega Verse: Fetal

Dom!Verse: She’ll usually find Herself being big spoon with a sub, or laying on Her back with their head on Her chest. Alone, She usually lays flat on Her back when She can but there are some nights She’ll wind up in fetal.

✑ describe something they like without naming it

Omega Verse: It’s big, bigger than hers at home, and soft, usually warm, even when Josh gets up in the morning. 

Dom!Verse: It’s brand new, since She hasn’t found a sub who would want to use it yet. It’s probably a good thing because it’ll be hard to clean, but it was definitely worth the money. She loves the long, soft hairs on it and sometimes finds Herself giving it a few swishes back and forth when She’s going through the toy box. Someday, She promises Herself.

✜ what’s their posture like in a normal situation?

Omega Verse: slightly slumped over, shy, her hands folded in front of her.

Dom!Verse: Perfectly upright, often by aid of a corset, hands usually holding something, a bag, the hand of a sub, a toy, a drink, etc. If not, hands on her hips or at her side, sometimes folded in front of her.

❖ describe their hands

Omega Verse: Nails bit down and jagged and painted, but terribly chipped. Chaffed fingers in the winter.

Dom!Verse: Perfectly moisturized, nails a little long but always manicured, filed straight, and painted. She wears gloves during sensitive finger-play so Her nails don’t scratch Her subs.

❞ write a quote they would find themselves saying

Omega Verse: “Things happen the way they’re supposed to.”

Dom!Verse: “I want you to try it. Just once. If you don’t like it, I’ll never ask you to do it again.”

§ how would their hair gray? or would they lose their hair first?

Omega Verse: Cal would always dye her hair or cover it up but when she’s a wolf she wouldn’t be able to hide it, her muzzle, eyes, and underside would turn light gray. 

Dom!Verse: Cal would dye her hair if it were gray, it would probably not be terribly thinning because Her hair is so thick, but if She began to lose hair She would get extensions.

❤ describe how they show affection.

Omega Verse: She’ll try and hold Joshua’s hand or lean into him. 

Dom!Verse: Lots of praise, treats, toys, tokens that can be redeemed for special days like spa days or date nights.

✭ what is one of their favorite items?

Omega Verse: The feather necklace Josh gave her.

Dom!Verse: Cal’s personal collection of toys for her use only.

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Calshua!

holy hell no way | wtf | why | just NO | tolerable | meh they’re okay | cute | my babies | hot | I will go down with this ship | OTP 

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"Smooch!"

Cal flinched at the sudden kiss but melted into Joshua, feverishly bringing her fingers up into his hair and falling back onto the couch with him on top of her, wiggling eagerly beneath him.