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I’m getting sick of my life revolving around food , my happiness depending on wether I starve myself or not and just the obsession of appearance.. It’s too long term and draining I feel like I’ll be stuck feeling like this and being in this cycle I’m in forever
i am back in that phase where i keep worrying that i have eaten things but forgotten about them
like i have only eaten a bowl of yogurt with granola today but my brain is nonstop like “but what if you had two bowls and you just dont remember. what if you ate the whole tub. what if there were chips and you ate them and you forgot you ate them. what else are you forgetting, what else have you eaten, what else—”
okay. maybe its bad. i was driving through a tight space and my immediate first thought was "well if you were skinnier--"
"EDs are bad for you" My sibling in Christ, you are the reason I have one 🙏🏻