Mar 27
my tics keep mixing with our catatonia so we just end up in a cycle of jerking our arm around -_-
#and then (cause like. of course) it starts with our hiccup tic cause they weren't complex enough#but like holy shit#nonono wait#cause it's now 3 or so tics combined#and cause we're cool and psychotic our brain doesn't go “okay tics over”#so it just keeps cycling until i force it to stop#and then cause we're cool and have OCD!!! brain is like “well THAT didn't end right!” so i have like 20 other conditions before the cycle#can stop#>:(((#we were like outside and realized i didn't really care if random people outside saw us ticcing#so we stopped masking them (as much) until we got picked up#but theyre just worse now >:((#i mean like#somewhat my own fault#compulsive masking isn't the healthiest thing but come onnnn#tics#starry ramble
