#canexcorso

[deathsecond]

Sluuuuuuhhlured wherrrrds

Send “SLURRED WORDS” to hear my muse describe yours whilst ridiculously drunk

“Stray...” She sighed before letting a smile overcome her features. “You know that’s not his actual name right? That’s okay it’s cute, though, like a little stray puppy dog.” In a matter of seconds, her voice had somehow gone higher, more girlie, and a bemused look just crossed her features. “Wait he’s not here is he?” Eris took an alarmed look around before settling back down.

“Right. Then I can say this next part, but you gotta promise not to tell him. Or anyone else.” Her eyes widened and she grabbed her drink suddenly needing a little more liquid courage for the next bit. “I think he thinks that he’s too good for me. Because he always acts surprised when I reciprocate mutual feelings, and that’s just not the case. I’m not a good person and he is. He deserves a nice girl who eats pepperoni on pizza, who actually likes those silly cartoon shows, who ACTUALLY GETS THE GODFATHER.” She laughed at the looks she got from her raised voice. 

“But, at the same time- I don’t want him to realize he deserves better.”

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Slurred words!!

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“Wait. Wait, but that’s…that’s that guy! You know, that guy! Dude, you gotta see him. Fuckin….just go to the fight club, for real. Like, go anyway. Fight club’s awesome, a whole thing, it’s epic. But just keep an eye on this dude. Fight goes on in the ring, someone fucks with him in the back, and suddenly you got another fight ring. Like Jesus. Next time it happens, you know what I’m gonna do? I’m gonna start cheering, like…I mean, I’m gonna cheer anyway. But when he fights, he’s gonna get cheered f’real. I’m gonna…I’m gonna do it. Man.”

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keeper’s keeper || lydia & stray

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It wasn’t unusual or Lydia to drag bags and buckets of food and toys and whatever to shelters on her free time. And of that she, lately, had plenty, trying to occupy herself with whatever else than going back to the club and meeting the person she tried to avoid so badly. At first it was hard, but all the puppies and kitties helped with the detox quite a bit. Today she went again, after a pause of a week, cheerful and chirping to all the animals spinning around her feet. They already knew her, the tiny blonde lady with a lot of snacks and one that would pet and chat with them for hours. For as long as she could allow herself to. This time was a little bit different than all the others, however. 

A tiny dark brown fur covered bundle crawled out with his brother and sister, all different and all of them were joyful, but the first one she saw—that was the one she immediately fell in love with, struck by the beauty of the active thing wagging his miniature tail at her as fast as he could. Lydia knelt down for the puppy to come running to her, picked him up and looked at him for a good few moments before deciding on it. While she couldn’t be one to keep it, she knew exactly who would. A frowning, blue eyed cane corso now holding on to her for dear life seemed perfect for someone like Stray. Surely, the man would love him to pieces, she already saw how he was with Candy and now he would have a puppy of his own. All the clothes, toys, Halloween or Christmas costumes.. She was so happy with herself that she picked the boy up, scratching behind his ear as the thing held his head on her shoulder, tightly pressed to her neck and sighing. 

She hoped he wouldn’t ask just how she found where he lived, because it was a whole other story, and one she wasn’t planning on sharing. But now as she was near his door and the dog wrapped up under her coat so the man wouldn’t be able to see it (surprise surprise..!), she, back to the door, hit it with the heel of her boot. “Stray! Open up. I have a gift for you, come on.” God she hoped he was home and not some buddy of his which would..complicate things a little bit. Then, she heard the door crack behind her and she turned, revealing the ‘gift’. “Surpriiise!”

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Slurred words (Zoe! I think I did it right this time!)

XXX@zoe-maus​

                              She stared straight ahead, whirling her stir stick about her martini as she forced the rush of the blood in her ears to STOP. Since everything with the House of War she hadn’t quite even taken the time to think about that woman, nor her betrayal to her. But perhaps, in a way, she understood. She’d betrayed far more people than she could count within the span of a week. But that didn’t make her feel any better about what the Maus had done. Nor WHY she’d done it.

                              ❛       They say the saddest thing about betrayal                               is that it never comes from your enemies.                               Zoe proved to me just how true that was.        ❜        

                              Fingers began to tremble then, not from anxiety nor anticipation but from ANGER. She was so reserved about those whom she let into her little fucked up world of hers. Zoe had been one of the first     ----     And the Amnesiac had let her down. People ALWAYS let her down. Why should THIS time be any different ?  

                              ❛       I loved her. I absolutely loved her. I was young and foolish and probably really stupid but I loved her nonetheless. I would’ve done anything for her. Would’ve gone anywhere she asked me to go. I was a reckless kid who wore her heart on her sleeve and it was ripe for the taking by Zoe.        ❜         The tears accumulated then, so pitiful they BURNED her with remorse and she slammed a fist down on the bar top, gaze averted.

                              ❛       But now  ?  Now I don’t. Now I can’t say I really even LIKE her. And maybe that’s the problem. You asked me to talk to you about Zoe. But I know two. The one who taught me about love and making love and that the future was full of promise, the one whose bright smile exists in many of my old photographs     ----      And the one who doesn’t even care enough to look at them. Which sucks, because I wasn’t there when the old Zoe became the new Zoe and now I can’t help but feel like I did something wrong, something to DESERVE this. I break everything I touch, you know ? and I’m sure that somehow, someway, at some point, I broke her, too.         ❜        

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✉☎&$ { Zoe! }

“✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT

[text->zoe]: I know I shouldn’t be so worried because you’re a grown ass woman and all.[text->zoe]: But, I was serious, Zoe. I know you feel all bad and mighty[text->zoe]: But ghosts do come back to haunt us, sooner or later, when you least expect them to[text->zoe]: And I really don’t feel like losing someone like you from my team

“☎” for a RUSHED text

[text->zoe]: where are you? You had to be here half an hour ago.[text->zoe]: be here in five or i’m calling him up

“&” for a LOVING text

[text->zoe]: Are you alright?[text->zoe]: I know he can be a little much. “A little”. [text->zoe]: You’ll tell me if anything, yes? I don’t want you unnecessarily hurt.[text->zoe]: Be safe. 

“$” for an ACCIDENTAL text

[text->zoe]: I don’t know. I am still trying to dig something up. She moved around a lot, it’s not easy.[text->zoe]: Wrong #! Sorry.

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&!

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

( ✉ → Stray ) I don’t know if you’re aware but I am not the nicest person.( ✉ → Stray ) I don’t like to share my feelings or open up to people.( ✉ → Stray ) But I like spending time with you because you make it easy to forget how I’m supposed to act. You are one of the few people who can get me to relax and just be a normal person.( ✉ → Stray ) And I value that a lot. So thanks.( ✉ → Stray ) If you show anyone this text I will not hesitate to drive a knife through your heart; as pretty as you are you’re still the enemy.

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text meme!

“⁇” for a DRUNK text.

[text->stray]: m itired [text->stray]: im gnna sleep he re[text->stray]: w hat are the chanbces of me gettig murered at a bust stop[text->stray]: 10 /1 0 best id ea no? ??