I remember i left tumblr because i wasnt getting any attention
I never been great with this social media stuff. Even when i had myspace, I could recall admiring other people lay outs and just doing it the same way to mines but i never really got kudos for it. I never really been good at this social media stuff. People swear Im great at it but im not. Well people swear I have something going but I dont. Im great at making shit look pretty. Thats it . Thats all. I guess im good at interior decorating . I could make things look great all i want but what does it matter if no ones living in it, or what does it matter if the room isnt producing what i need? Its like those fancy ass galleries in the city. With creative art but no one in it.
Instagram was really getting on my last nerve, and im glad to say i left for good. I dont feel like i need it. I spent years trying to figure this out . Social media isnt it. Sometimes i find my self looking for something else besides the money.
Attention. Validation. Credit. .. YOU know . That same shit i never got from my father. In some weird hidden way, i just was looking for attention. But now that im over that and i understand the reason behind it all.
I just wanna get paid, I wanna make money drawing. Consistent money
Thats it . Thats all.
