#canitbereal

[impavidbat]

I had a dream last night where I was a perfect mixture of myself and Luna Lovegood. In looks and character. I had just gotten back from a trip to Germany and I took all my illustrations I did for Lord of the Rings (books) to a small Irish shop/gallery. The room was dark, with beams running across the ceiling. There were plants and vines hanging with wooden shelves lined with glass viles and other things you could buy. The place was owned and run by an Irish woman and her husband with four little black haired kids trailing behind them. The gallery and shop was nothing short of a disaster and they needed direction. I went up to the counter and this magic Irish accent came dancing out of my mouth. they asked me a few questions wanting me to do a couple more illustrations for them to sell including the flight of the eagles.They walked away and I started labeling and organizing a corner of their shop. When they came back they gave me the job.

[livefreeloveunconditionally]

RELIGION?

i think out of all the issues i have today, religion is the one that outstands them all. for my whole life I have struggled with religion, i come from a long line of very religious family, but i just can't seem to grasp the concept of it all. I just don't understand how people can be so engulfed in it. I try, i mean i really do, but i cannot stand being told how to live by a man in a suit holding a fucking book.  When you see the facts for yourself, like how could this even be real? like i asked someone about the dinosaurs and to explain the fossils, and you know what they said? "God put the fossils there to test our faith." i mean, like how the fuck is that even sensible? I don't know, nobody is going to see this considering i have one sole follower. but hey, who reads these things anyways xD