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Can’t wait to get away from here permanently!!! #movingoutofstate #cannotcomesoonenough #newadventuresawait

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10 more days. #cannotcomesoonenough

Nobody understands how excited I am to be moving. In less than a month, I'll be able to do literally whatever I want and hangout with whoever I want. Living in this house has been more stressful than anything. I love my mom to death, but I think moving out will bring us closer. All we do is fight because all she does is constantly yell at me and bring me down, and now she's doing it to Adam too. I'm not happy here anymore. I'm always stressed. I'm always pissed off. It's why I never wanna be home, why I'm always out on the weekends. And forget about inviting people over. My mom's OCD with cleaning and thinks just because someone comes over, that she has to entertain them and cook for them and all of this bullshit. Then of course she thinks she has to clean up after them, even though my friends don't make messes and clean up after themselves, because they are adults. Another thing, I take care of my grocery shopping, I pay my bills, I clean up after myself and everything and my mom still starts shit with me because how she wants me to pay rent so she can use it for cigarettes and stupid scratch off tickets. I get my cigarettes stolen. My food that I BUY for myself, and the food Adam buys as well, gets eaten on us. OUR money gets stolen then when we confront her she gets pissed at US. Then she has the nerve to ask me literally every week to either get her cigarettes, pay for her gas, or give her money for something. Even though I don't use her car to pay for gas, and she doesn't take me anywhere that requires me giving her gas money. Just ridiculous. Like I love her to death because she's my mom, but if I don't leave now, I'll be fucked. She already took thousands of dollars from me. I can't do it anymore. Deciding to move out is the best decision I've made thus far. I won't have to worry about my cigarettes or money being stolen, or my food being eaten by anyone else but my bub and I and maybe some friends, and I won't be woken up at 5 am every single morning to either yelling or cleaning. This has taken such a toll on my health too. October 17th, please hurry up. I'm ready to be out on my own with the love of my life, and be finally happy again. Fresh starts await.

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