#cap says

[oh-capt]

i know y’all are mad because they used david bowie’s heroes knowing what that song means to this fandom, but like

did they have to use prince??

PRINCE?!

[oh-capt]

i know one day this will all be a blip in the timeline that is my life, but my god i just want to be on the other side of it already. i want to be free of bronchitis and gross coughing. i want to not puke every morning and maybe a few more times in the day after. i want to get my 8 hours of sleep and actually be rested from it. i want to have a goddamn meal without the smell of it making me overwhelmingly nauesous

[oh-capt]

i hate myself. i should be going home but instead i’m “powering through” bc i started this stupid protect with someone and i can’t let myself leave until it’s done

[oh-capt]

my husband and i agreed to keep pregnancy on the low until we hit the 12 week mark (bc we’re paranoid and it’s our first) but with the way things are going, we’re going to have to start telling people soon bc idk how much longer i can hide the vomiting

[oh-capt]

good news: my nausea has become manageable and i no longer feel it all damn day

bad news: the amount of times i’ve been throwing up has grown astronomically in the last 2 weeks and is actually worse than just being nauseous lmaooo

[oh-capt]

finished endgame tonight and while i still hate steve’s ending, i’m not as mad at it as i have been in years past. it’s more of a… quiet sigh of annoyance now

[oh-capt]

genuinely might commit a crime today with the way these bitches be moving

[oh-capt]

sometimes i see these angry fandom posts defending something i have not once seen in discussion across my dash and i genuinely wonder if it’s proactively reactive to the potential of backlash, or if i am just so truly ignorant of the larger discussions at hand that i’m just not seeing it

like. i have no doubt some of these things are being said and i’m just not seeing it. but i also think people like being angry and maybe taking the proactive route more often than not…