#caplog3d

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I had this messed up dream were there were like two layers of dream consciousness overlayed with each other like if I fell asleep or woke up in the dream, the layer would switch to the other and not back to me being normally awake

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to immediately improve your tactics, get into making decisions ahead of time

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I want to commit to getting better in a niche game but that requires either potentially letting my friends down by being bad or having to play with abrasive strangers to get better

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it’s weird becoming like an Articulated Adult like working has imparted this ability to really talk about myself in ways I couldn’t before

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I like words and knowledge and mythology and meaning and gay conspiracy theory bullshit

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a lofty dream is to create a narrative franchise that has a game aspect where you play out skirmishes that take place in the story

like this has to do with my game where you have these mercenaries that take on jobs and operations that intersect intrinsically with the occult and forbidden

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I need to itemize (I considered the fun term “list-ify,” phonetically like “mystify”) the different thingies I wanna study