#captainperoxidespike

[maliignant]

                                             With Her I Die ✞

                                ❝ Do you love my insides, the parts you can't see? ❞                                                 ❝ Eyeballs to entrails, my sweet. ❞  

[hellsurvivr-aa]

@captainperoxidespike​​    :    ✐    ⏤     MEME  :   still  accepting  .

   ❝  ‘Fuck’  and  'fall  for’  have  very  different  meanings.   The  first  one  you  do  as  much  as you  can.   The  second  one  you  never  ever,  ever  do  …  ❞          

[normallyxstranger1]

@captainperoxidespike​ sent: " i never thought i'd see you again... " (jamie)

     The words struck him as strongly as a physical blow—at least it seemed that way. It left him breathless, turning his stomach. There were butterflies, the little flip-flop of excitement at seeing the bleach-blond vampire after so long, but those fluttered quickly away. White-hot hurt replaced it. Both emotions flickered across his face before Jamie set his jaw.

      “I didn’t either,” he said. He meant it to have bite to it, something to reflect anger or irritation—anything other than the pain of Spike’s sudden departure or the undeniable hope his return had caused—but all he managed was the weak admittance.

     And now what? Was he meant to just forget all of that and welcome him back with open arms? Jamie couldn’t. As much as he would’ve liked to, he knew it wouldn’t happen. It had hurt too much for swift forgiveness. And the fucked-up thing about it? He would forgive him in a heartbeat, but he’d never forget and that--that held him back.

      It would always hurt.

     “I thought you’d gone for good,” he managed to get out, surprised his voice was even. His hands shook, though, betraying his confidence. He lit a cigarette to hide the trembling. That I wasn’t enough, that you didn’t want to be here with me as much as I’d thought. The unspoken words swirled about inside his head as cigarette smoke did without. I missed you.

      It was better if he just kept his mouth shut.

[trustmeimawitch]

@captainperoxidespike

"I'd sell a soul for a cheesy snack. Not my soul, mind you, but a soul.”  

[aureliusiisms]

@allwcundup you need to give Emma a boyfriend that Spike & Connor can absolutely hate

[deathishergiftarchived]

       ❝ were you ever going to tell me? ❞ the words were filled with bitterness, her gaze hard as she stood across from the vampire, arms crossed over her chest. they stood in his newly acquired home in los angeles, andrew having spilt the beans on spike being alive the second he got back to their base. 

@captainperoxidespike // starter call // spuffy reunion tRASHBYE

[deathishergifta]

                                         Where there is desire there is gonna be a                                                                   f  l  a  m  e                                       Where there is a flame someone’s bound to get                                                         b  u  r  n  e  d

[maliignant]

@captainperoxidespike​​ & i having very serious discussions regarding our psycho babies. but this is quite literally my favorite dru moment okay.