#captspacecadet

[captspacecadet]

I could say that I’m only drunk rambling and that I don’t need anything when I’m alll actuality I need a few things and is it such a difficult task to ask for something so small of human decency which lies beneath us all

I really am simple human with nothing more than pure intentions I sit and think where I’ve taken myself and if the next step is what’s worth the health unkept

What can I really do and is the path chosen but if I go and ask random people for misery will I find myself in the same old chilvary I don’t want to focus on self but if I don’t will this be the end of me

Breathe

Let out a sigh of contempt knowing damn well I have more that’s left. I can’t fathom the thing I’ve become if it’s really not me at all should I left this feeling fall or uncontrollable whither away in what feels like withdrawal

What I see if a path to self righteousness ended in a higher self or is this a human conseption of the path that lead into “depth” I’m scared that I may fuck my life up and death was the only thing waiting only to be inflicted upon with my own hands

I need help but not what’s capable by man

[captspacecadet]

You act as if nothing is wrong with you

As if you don’t have something someone else has already chewed

Let go of your righteous self images and open yourself up to a new

For everyone has a time to feel as you do

Now, up upon a high horse isn’t always the best seat

Come back down to earth learn to reconnect your feet

[captspacecadet]

Watched Fractured and felt weird because I struggle with mental illness and when I ask simple questions or want reassurance I get none from my so called friends. It’s easy to say you are a friend because we go out and have fun but are we really there for each other? Do you take my hurtful truths and hate me for them while being fed bliss filled lies? I feel stuck in a prison of not knowing what’s right or wrong when my reality is questioned. Why do you think I’m harming you with simple questions of doubt of a friendship? If I doubt the friendship in general was there anything real in the first place?

[miroweart]

captspacecadet replied to your photo “Caught Clawford to put him in for bedtime. Now instead of writhing and...”

I showed my friend him :3 she loves the blue paralettes (spell check lol)

I’m glad! Do you mean parrotlets? Those are adorable, if only they weren’t such little grumps

[miroweart]

a wild sorceress, naked in the woods, with glowing purple eyes, one hand glows purple as if I'm gonna throw a fire ball or something. Yes idk what else

Ooh, how specific! Not technically fanart, but I’m a fan of the idea so I’m DOIN IT

(When I finish you’ll get a tag from me on @herearepicturesgivemeacareer so look out for that)

[ninurta-ekur]

PENICILLIN!!!!!!!!

lmao i know!!!! i was surprised to see another aquarius/pisces cusp with the same allergy :3 we’re aliens!

[miroweart]

captspacecadet replied to your photo “Dinosaur Comics did a thing.”

i am so confused

It's a layover image, that turns this into this