Stop Caring. You come first.
Stop caring about the people who don't give a fuck about you. Stop putting them before you put yourself. Stop over looking your self - respect just because you care too much , or are just worried about them. When you put people before your self respect , they don't give you anything back but go behind your back and talk shit about you instead. The people who actually care will show it to you no matter what. At times it feels like this world needs better people , be good , be kind . And when you actually are the sweetest and kindest person , they walk all over you. Let your guard down for once and then it's done. You're gone. Hurt. Once Again. And then comes a point you're like fuck everyone . And that's the point I'm back at again. I'm putting my guard up again. I'll still be the same person I am , but I'm not going after anyone anymore. I come first. I'll be there for you, i've got your back, but I'm just not coming after you. You wanna stay , then stay, i'll be the bestest friend one can have ,you wanna leave. The door's open , you can show yourself out.
