#carlala

[geckosdusk]

-Eiza González for Vogue Magazine

Instagram post can be found here

[modymaryfashion]

Come and Check out our Coats Collection! #winter #fallfashion #carlala #wool #coat (bij Het Noordeinde Den Haag) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4UhUzrAL3n/?igshid=sz2kuwm67u89

[eisenphire]

Bang gandang bridesmaid naman. Next na 'to. 😘😍😉♥️ HMUA: Kaceygirl Photo: JKToons #mylalabs #lalabs #lalapot #lalabells #carlala #carlagene #carlageneEsther (at Sierra Madre Mountain Resort & Hotel) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxuOLAiASOYAfw0jWRWWSx_yEKV9mNuXFXtxUU0/?igshid=wj0c4kynpdw0

[lesliezemeckis]

And may I now present ... shoes! On set with the incredibly talented @eizagonzalez #carlala - - #welcomeToMarwen opens Dec 21st Dolls! https://www.instagram.com/p/BrFlloGg1Ul/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=e8km384mlkp4

[eisenphire]

May bisita akoooo! Dinners with #lalabs #lalapot #carlala #carlagene #carlageneEsther (at Baguio City) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqkKnR9l8eDGJ40Eh0GwluXRBCjlBMm1u9RQLw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cp21ocynnrus

[swimmingsunrise]

Like when it's just one of them and I home, things unravel and it's more like being alone almost. Because often I'm off doing my own thing and they're home and it just gets kind of bad. Like their anxiety/depression builds up and gets out of hand. My grandmom gets reckless and does things that damn near hurts her. And my mom just doesn't do very much (which is okay cause she's a grown ass woman and if that's something that she felt good about that would be something else, but I know if makes her feel bad). But when mommom comes home, my mom goes out to get fresh food/snacks and you can just tell the energy is much more positive.

Mommom just came home from Philly tonight and we've been all hanging out in the livingroom for the past few hours. It's nice. My sister, Carlala is coming home for a few days maybe tomorrow or the next day. I'm excited. I'm going to take a nice family portrait when she does, and it'll be great.

This is choppily written because we're having like three conversations at once rn lol, anyway it's a good time! I'm always happy when more of our family are all together. <3

I'm happy my Grandmom and my Mom have eachother, it's really good- it's like they need to take care of eachother since all of their little ones are adults now (with the exception of my niece and nephew now, but they're in Philly). 

<3 <3 <3

[swimmingsunrise]

Also we may or may not be going to the beach tomorrow! :D :D :D

[swimmingsunrise]

Aw, man. The struggle when I need to be studying for class, but I don't want to waste any time because my sister's home and we don't spend much time together so I just want to hang out and talk the whole time we have together. The struggle is real. 

On an awesome note: I'll be seeing her next week when I stay over with her and go for a tour of Rutgers! This is exciting for so many reasons! Some include: It's the farthest I'll be traveling alone/on public transportation and that's really cool; we'll be spending like 4 days together! :D And also getting to explore the Environmental Science program at Rutgers, all very good things for sure.

Additionally, I've basically memorized the rules of Differentiation, and basically pretty much convinced myself to try to start a study group tomorrow after class. Those are also good things, because productive. Also, I need to not give in to those socially anxious thoughts and do what I know is good for me.