A change
This is gonna be weird, because I don't do this often. I really want to express myself. The weird things are gonna be to actually do it and in other language. I'm native in Spanish, in fact I'm Spanish professor. I have 24 years old and I really love learning languages. I have been trying to learn English for a long time, but I'm still have a lot to learn. I've identified as hetero all my life, even when I had a crazy relation with a girl. But after seeing the series Carmilla and knowing (as we can do...) Natasha Negovanlis, I've changed the way I see the world, my world. I was always in schools for women, and at the University I was always with girls. I have lesbian friends and gay too (straight also xd). But in all this time I've felt awkward. Actually I don't know what to say or how to say it... But I have something really clear: I wanna live. Truly. Without judges from myself to myself. Without worries about everyone except me. I just wanna be me. I have to start learning who I am. I would really appreciated if someone read this (and forgive my mistakes in english). I wanna say thank you to the fandom of Carmilla, to Natasha Negovanlis. You really inspired me. Now, i gonna run to cry... Bye!
