#carnationworldtalking

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Oh my godness! Yesterday I saw Jesus Christ Superstar and I am so in love! It was do amazing and I was do lucky to saw Mary Magdalene be played by the actress I was daying to see. IT was do amazing day!

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*boops your nose* send this to ten blogs you think are lovely and deserve a boop on the nose 🥰💛

Thank you so much, darling! Even if I don't feel that I really deserve this right now (I'm truly sorry for abandoning this blog... I wish I could write again, but nothing came to my mind) I really appreciate it! 💜💜💜

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So, I wrote my termination of the employment contract today and I'm feeling so good with this! Will I give it to my boss anytime soon? probably not... I still need free days for my summer holiday... but who knows what will happen at the end of April. Lord, give me strength to keep going until then.

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Alright, singing "Bohemian Rhapsody" and "Halfway to hell" at the top of my lungs and then dancing to "Mamma Mia" in the rain is something different. It's something that made my day so much better and will stay in my memory for a long time.

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Hi sweetheart! How are you? Are you ok? Are you drinking water?

Hi, love. Sorry for the delayed answer... It was a hard time for me which made me realize that I need to change my job... Am I okay? Probably for one of not soo many times in my life, I can say that I'm not sure of that. What is good, I feel that I have the support of my family and I'm spending a lot of time with them (Thank God for my mother, granddad and my godfather with his family!)

I'm trying to think about myself and not fall deeper into this madness, but I don't know when I will come back to writing (sorry, I am so tired physically and mentally every day that I only want to lie down...). For now, I will spend the time that I have after work rest and eat. (and re-read Percy Jackson series).

Tha you for reaching out to me, angel! It means the world to me! 💜

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Oh God... I need to let my emotions out, and sadly I will do it here.

So yesterday, I heard some hurtful words from one of my family friends, and I can't stop thinking about it. Like... I know that I'm 25, and I still live with my overprotective mother, but she is overprotective over everybody she knows. I know that I have a big problem with trusting people. We had a hard time since my father decided three years ago that he'd move out with his lover. I know that we have problems that probably should be talked out with therapist.

But it's nobody's business to tell us that I should already move out, how bad our relationship is and how we did not cut the cord.

You don't know all the story. You don't know about all of our emotions. And you should mind your own business and keep thoughts like this to yourself, especially when you don't know how to take care of your own children.

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Hi sweetheart! How are you? Are you still on vacations?

Hi love! I'm good, maybe a little tired and overwhelmed today, but good. I wish... Sadly I'm at work, and I have enough today, even if not much is happening today (or maybe it's the reason I have enough of it?).

From good information - I started working on a fic about Caspian, but I need some more time. 💜

How are you, love? 💜

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Oh honey, I'm sorry. Life gets hard sometimes... I'm not hurrying you up to write or anything, I just wanted to know if you're okay, take the time you need 💕 Don't forget to drink water and spoil yourself once in a while

And I know I'm late but Happy belated bithday! 🥳 I hope everything gets better *gives you a bear hug 💕

Yeah... Life for sure can get hard. Thank you so much for understanding and caring! It really means a lot and made me feel a little better (after I stopped crying over your sweet message 😂). 💜

Happily, on Saturday, I'm starting my vacation. I'm going abroad for the first time in my life!

Thank you so much for the birthday wishes! 💜

If you want me to write anything - please send a request - it may take some time, but maybe it will help me find my way back to writing. 💜