#caroline-argenthale

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Your heart is full of broken dreamsJust a fading memoryAnd everything's gone but the pain carries onLost in the rain againWhen will it ever end?The arms of relief seem so out of reachBut I, I am hereI am with youI will carry you through it allI won't leave you, I will catch youWhen you feel like letting go'Cause you're not, you're not alone

- Not Alone; RED

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1, 4, 22, 23, 38, 46, 47

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

Uh, I guess I’m confused cause I came home expecting things to be as good or as decent, as they were when I left and instead I come back and have to deal with even more shit. Swear to god, sometimes if they weren’t the only family I had left I’d just set out on my own and just uh, deal.

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?

No. If they aren’t family and if they haven’t proven themselves to me then I won’t trust them. I find it hard to trust people and for good reason too.

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?

Yes. With that said, I’m sure karma’s going to come around and get me back any minute now. It’s either that or me still here walking this earth is karma’s way of kicking my ass.

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?

No. I was miserable and alone in a shitty ass apartment wishing things were just over four months ago. I drank myself stupid every day and avoided the people I care about because for some odd reason I felt as if I was a danger to them. Still feel that way to this day, but hey, I’m selfish enough not to want to be alone anymore.

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?

I see dead people. He may or may not know about that, and that may or may not be a joke. Who knows?

46: Do you regret anything?

Yep. A lot of things and the list is too damn long to go down.

47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

How long it would take me to get to the nearest liquor store or bar. 

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OPENLY

I can't believe that you're actually mine, that you come from me. You're so.. You're so smart and aware of everything and it's terrifying for how small and cute you are. You're so brave, far too brave for what you've had to put up with and if I could go back and make sure that you didn't have to deal with what you've had to, I would. I would do anything for you because you're my daughter and I love you. It may have taken me longer than it should have for me to admit that you were and I may not say it that often, but I do and I always will.

SECRETLY

You remind me of her. You're always going to remind me of her and I should hate it, but I can't. I did at first, I didn't want you because you looked so much like me and her together that it made me feel ill. I thought you'd be like her and you're not, at all and you're so ridiculously brave to put up with what you have to endure. Regardless of what anyone else says, you don't have to put up with it alone, or at all. I won't let you, even though I know I'm the reason for that and you-- You make me want to feel guilty for killing Kate, but I can't. You make me wish I could.

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Unknown Hale; Derek & Caroline.

Shopping really hadn't been on the plan of things that Derek had wanted, or cared, to do that day. But unfortunately for him, Stacey wouldn't leave him alone until he done and for some irritating and unknown reason, she couldn't possibly do it herself. So that left him to do it, cursing out her existence the entire car journey there and making sure it took him longer than usual by driving the longer way. A decent perk of living in the middle of no where when trying to deliberately piss off a teenager. He probably would have smirked at the thought if he hadn't become her personal bitch for the hour. He'd just make sure to set her on Maxwell or Peter when they finally appeared from their hiding places..

Pulling up outside of the nearest grocery store, Derek huffed a sigh, lips dropping into it's usual scowl as he switched the engine off and got out with another round of mumbled curses for his cousin. Locking up and dropping his shades across his eyes, he headed for the inside only to be distracted. His eyebrows pulling together, staring down at the small girl that seemed to be heading in the same direction as he was. Eyes casting around the surroundings, he came to the conclusion that no, she was infact alone. Did he go over there? The last thing he needed was being thrown in jail again for talking to someone under the age of ten.. But it looked like no one else was around to see if she was lost - he definitely hadn't seen her before - so that just left him.. Great.