ok so why do you talk to me still
ok im not sure if you want this published but to be honest i dont think anyones gonna read this and think differently of either of us (just hmu if you want me to delete this man its no problem)
i still talk to you because like. im interested in the shit that goes on in your life man fuck? like i mean we were friends for a while that was a thing and i TOTALLY get why you guys dropped my spaz ass (im not bitter about it i swear) but i cant just erase the fact that there was a period of time when you guys were friends, you know? i mean we’d wait at the bus stop and shit, those are memories i have and that happened. and now there’s all this stuff i remember about people who probably dont even know im alive, but im not going to stop caring about them because i’d rather have that information and think, “oh yeah, he was really into those nasty styrofoam cheese puff things” than just have it sitting around for no reason.
uhhhh the non batshit version of all that is, i dont think anyone deserves to be completely shut out and ignored, and i wouldnt be complacent in that with anyone. yeah.
