#cassietalk

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just got home from the mcr concert………. none of you will ever understand /pos

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gonna change my @. strange i know bc it’s been this for years

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*sobs* i just want to talk abt all night laundry

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happy (basically) halloween everyone!!

i hope you all enjoy this spooky month to its fullest!!

and to stay in the spirit of things i’ve been meaning to tell you all that i’ve decided to go by the name casper for a bit! you can still call me cas or cassie though!! i’ve also decided that im gonna go by just they/them pronouns for awhile!! thanks!

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god callum and rayla literally INVENTED being in love

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if you think that aspec people don’t experience discrimination and hatred and “aren’t oppressed so they can’t be lgbt” then please unfollow me. i’m not going to deal with that on my blog

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you know what?

minecraft is honestly such a good game and anyone who doesn’t think so is weak and natural selection will come for them

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you know what’s so sad to me?

when i first realized i was asexual i was fucking ecstatic and i was so proud of my newfound identity and i loved being ace.

but then i learned about asexual discourse. i learned of the people that hate and invalidate the ace community. i’ve seen people call aspec people selfish, inhuman, mentally ill, attention seekers and shit like that.

when i saw all that for the first time, i started becoming more subdued about my identity and i lost that sense of pride. i began to hate being ace.

i hate that people act this way towards aspec people, i hate that so many people don’t accept us, i hate that no one listens to us, i hate that people ignore are pain and experiences

but most of all, i hate that i let it all get me. i cant stop thinking about it.

i realize now that i’m going to have to deal with this kind of shit both in real life and online.

but it really just upsets me that something i used to take so much pride in is now something i feel like i have to hide.

it’s gotten to the point where i dont want anyone to know about my asexuality anymore bc i’m so scared of that discrimination.

i just. i really thought that other lgbt+ people would understand the struggles, the pain, the hatred.

but it turns out that that’s not the case. it seems like barely anyone outside the ace community supports us anymore. that’s really shitty