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“I thought you were going along with me.“

♫ meme ♫ @castedshadow ♫ 

◖♪◗ - There was a time where there would be no need for such a line. ‘Of course, I am’ would have flowed from her lips to easily. No hesitations, no debate, no fear. A time where a soft smile and a gentle hand grab would be all it took for him to get her to his side. A time where he was like a light, warming her up with every glance. A time when she thought nothing would change between them. And if it did, it would only be for the better. 

  Except now she couldn’t look him in the eyes she use to get lost in. Darkness she never thought was possible seemed to surround them, leaving a faint sense of being trapped. His statement left unresponded hung like a weight between them. Part of her wanted to answer, the other part was trying to stop shaking. Hands tugging the end of her ponytail to the point it was almost painful. 

  Slowly Olexa gained the nerve to glance up, catching sight of his new features. Silver hair, a tattoo near his eye. It almost seemed like a different person if she didn’t know any better. If only it could be, but all it took was a look at his eyes to recognize the man she had gotten so close to these few years. The man she fell in love with. 

     “I-I can’t… I-I-” The girl’s voice cracked. Tears stung her eyes, threatening to fall. Not sure if they were caused by the fear she felt or the heartbreak. “I-I can’t do-do-do this anymore… Please.” ‘Please stop this all’ she wanted to beg. She knew he was hurt, after all, that had happened lately. She understood and wanted to stay by him. She wanted nothing more than to hold his hand through this hardship and help him through it. She wanted to, with all her heart she wanted to. 

  However, he was beyond help now. “Would Frosh be okay with this? No-none of this is-is-is right.” It hurt to admit but it was the truth. “I’m sorry Rogue.” With an unsteady step, Olexa started to back away. Vision blurring as she finally released her tears. With one last look, she turned around, grabbing her hood overhead and down to cover her face. 

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@castedshadow​ said: my url. i know im doing things but songs yes : ))

SEND A URL & I’LL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING. / selectively accepting !

Do I Follow Them? following ghost is LAW so yes, always! Why Did I Follow Them? o boy, i can barely remember when i started first following you? i think it was on rogue forever ago. you were just so cool & i felt like a peasant noob in the rpc, but i had finally worked up the nerve to follow you because your rogue is legendary, lmao! Do I Want To Role Play With Them? roleplay with ghost is one of my three major moods of the day. An AU Idea(s) For Our Muses: 

rogue & sorano in a wonder woman movie-inspired au, where sorano is a member of a legendary race of female warriors / summoners called celestials, and rogue is a man (occupation of your choosing) who washes up on their sacred island and ends up falling prisoner to the celestials. sorano, who has the opportunity to speak with rogue and learn of the world he comes from, sees good and kindness in him (whether he is or not, would be up to you). she hesitantly helps him escape, at risk of her entire livelihood with the celestials.

rogue & sting are detectives / monster hunters tho!?

rogue & yukino (and probably sting) are trained assassins since childhood, under the fearless warlord, jiemma. yukino and rogue eventually question their loyalties and seek to leave their dark past behind together. (this almost feels like a MCU thing)

rogue & meredy in a fairy tail au where meredy joins sabertooth after tenrou island, instead of crime sorciere??

A Song(s) For Our Muses:

everything i wanted by: billie eilish for rogue & yukino!

death of me by: pvris for rogue & sorano!

promised not to fall by: human touch for rogue & sting!

light me up by: ingrid michaelson for rogue & meredy!

Do I Ship Our Muses?: i do for a few! not just romantically, but i love the idea of some strong af platonic friendships. for romantically? my favorites with your rogue are with meredy & sorano!  What I Think About The Mun: ghost, you are one of my best friends on this hellsite. being in the rpc is never the same when you’re not around! i can tell you anything & you’re just such an understanding & considerate person. we’ve been together through the ups & downs of tumblr. you truly are one of the few people that keep me sane here. i adore you. i love all the fun ideas we come up with together about our muses & building all our muse connections is the highlight of my time here!  Overall Opinion: ghost is a fabulous roleplay partner & friend!! she is a phenomenal writer who’s just really good at making you FEEL when you write with her. she puts so much detail, originality, and thought into her portrayals. she’s so amazing at picking up various muses & making them her own. ghost is the kind of person that values genuine friendship outside of in-character interactions & i just love that about her. honestly i’ll never let you go so you’re stuck with me. sorry, not sorry. :^)

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The dragon slayer took her hand, resting it alongside his cheek. His face turned, lips brushing against her palm. A gentle kiss was placed followed by another one with another twist of his head. "You're perfect to me." // ; )))

@castedshadow

◖♪◗ - She had kept it in for so long, and continued to try. Always relentlessly attempting to hold herself together. But at his words, tears began their escape. How much she wanted to question him, ask him how he could see perfection when all she saw was faults. Her endless frustrations with herself, the ones she tried her hid. Her arm, her scars, her true dark emotions, how she never wanted anyone, especially him to know about. The fear that if he did he’d see all that she hated, in turn, he’d hate her too.

          And yet, he was doing the opposite. 

  The kiss came as a shock, so much so she almost retracted her hand from his grasp. “I-I’m… I’m so-… so-sorry.” The apology came with a quivering, quite voice and in between light sobs. Like an automated response pre-programmed to say. Although the girl wasn’t sure what exactly she was saying it for.

  Maybe for everything. Everything seemed like a good fit. For her mistakes, for her weakness, for her existence. For her audacious thinking that she belonged with him when in reality Rogue was just a caring soul and “I’m such a-a-a-a-a mess…”

  Olexa pulled her hand away, using it to grip her scared and bleeding arm. If she could she would disappear then and there. But instead, she brought her knees close and tried to make herself as small as possible. Burying her tear-soaked face.

                “I’m so sorry”

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@castedshadow​ a réagi à votre billet : how do you just…. write

You dont

                    --------- shit u right

[sinshckled]

@castedshadow a réagi à votre billet :      Who remembers Jellal shoving his promise ring...

Out of context: apples, the cold, ducks

          WE DO NOT BRING UP THE DUCKS.

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@castedshadow​ sent:

💖 // im all down for something funny even ; )

sherry stared at the hand that was holding hers and then back at the dragon slayer said hand belonged to. all right. this was . . . strange. she was not close to rogue cheney at all, had perhaps exchanged the usual pleasantries at some point. but almost breaking her own head in two as she tried to divine the reasoning behind this rather sudden action would not do her any good, and instead of protesting loudly, she went along with it, her hand only twitching slightly in his grasp.

gods, she was so cautious when it came to her hands, so careful to avoid anything that could hurt them. a broken leg would be far less annoying than even a sprained finger. ah, the way priorities shifted from what was normal if one’s entire career depended on it.

still --- the matter remained; her hand was suddenly in someone else’s grasp and she was appropriately confused by it. he had never seemed to be someone who did things without good cause, had never struck her as someone who suddenly decided that grabbing an almost-stranger's hand was acceptable social conduct --- so she could reasonably expect an explanation once--- all right, so he was pulling her away from the main square. curious. clearing her throat, she pulled slightly on his hand to fully gain his attention.

‘‘ cheney-san, ’’ she said quietly, calmly. while she interacted with powerful mages on a fairly regular basis, sabertooth was a different story altogether. it made her wary, certainly, but no less blunt. ‘‘ while i rather enjoy holding people’s hands, i doubt that you --- grabbed me for that reason. should i be mistaken, my apologies --- but you could do with a more refined approach. should i not be mistaken, i have a question: what on earth are you doing? ’’

meme / accepting.