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  Clary really didn’t have an answer for him, well she did, but it may not be the one he wanted. Slowly she pressed her lips together, the two meeting to rub each other, “Because despite my attempt to get over you, I can’t.” She said, the look of guilt and mix of despair rose on her features like the sunrise. “I wanted nothing more than to throw you into the back of my mind, pretend you were just a memory and move on, but I physically can’t do it, Jace...I just...I’ve tried so hard..” She trailed off she wasn’t even able to look at him, her emerald green orbs looking at anything and everything that wasn’t HIM. “I’m afraid to hurt Simon by saying all of that...I’m afraid of hurting him by saying the feelings I should have for him, I have for you.” At the mention of you those orbs looked at him for a brief moment, “And if I can avoid it for right now I will.” 

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◤ ℂlary never had 𝓪𝓬𝓽𝓾𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 told Jace, but she D I D try to come up with a FERTILITY RUNE, using her special ability, but it simply DID NOT come to her and 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓼 it was because it just didn't 𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓼𝓽. Her N E W E S T sketchbook was [ full ] off scribbles of 𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓽𝓼 and [ eventually ] she just had to get rid of it because it did H U R T to look at.

She was 𝓪𝓯𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓭 to get it looked into, the R E A S O N why it was so hard for them. She was S C A R E D to hear the [ doctors ] say that it was her fault, that she was 𝓭𝓮𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮 somehow. Jace ALWAYS insisted that it could be H I S fault, and it was 𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓫𝓵𝓮, but it didn't stop 𝓒𝓵𝓪𝓻𝔂 from B L A M I N G herself for it. None of their other friends were having [ issues ] and while she was so happy for them, she couldn't help ASKING herself EVERYTIME she saw them with their small children, why not her?

S Q U E E Z I N G the last of her tears OUT of her eyes, Clary 𝓼𝓷𝓾𝓰𝓰𝓵𝓮𝓭 up against her 𝓱𝓾𝓼𝓫𝓪𝓷𝓭 and tried to take [ deep ] breaths. He was so REASSURING, always had been, even when he was at his A N G R I E S T he tried to be gentle with her. A 𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓻 rolled off her [ cheek ] and onto Jace's when he 𝓴𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓭 her and she nodded. He'd fix her it...she just WISHED she had the 𝓫𝓻𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂 to see what's W R O N G . Her eyes flickered UP to his.

     ❝ ----- What if you can't? What if you can't F I X it? What if....what if I        𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 can have children. Will you LOVE ME even then? Even after        the doctors tell you I'm...𝓭𝓮𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮. ❞ ◢

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🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush?

romance and sex headcanons / accepting!

🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush?

She has this huge crush on Charlie Hunnam. She very much so loves his accent :) Where the love started was when she saw Sons of Anarchy on Netflix and she swooned over Jax Teller

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😘 Would my muse have sex on the first date?

If Alec is genuinely interested in someone he won’t have sex with them right away (varying if they’re still kind of acquaintances), but he won’t turn down a nice makeout session (kisses make the world go round). If the relationship is just based on physical attraction then it’s different, but otherwise, it’s a no from him.

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“No,I’m not okay!” Alec sat on his bed, hands raking through his raven hair. “I’ve been screwing up with Magnus so often–I can’t–what is he still doing with me?”