I'm so fucking tired I want to cry.
It’s going to be just me and the kids and nothing to do because no energy (and no money) for the next three days I am fucked.
Why is just existing so fucking exhausting. I have literally done jack shit today and I feel like I have a 28 hour work week behind me. It's stupid. How do people do this? This life thing?
I have a friend who works 4 days a week, 8 hours a day and has 2 kids. And she still has at least some energy left to do stuff besides work and kids. Like.. HOW. Granted, she's INSANELY orginized… Maybe that's how? Idk man…
Meanwhile I'm still trying to figure out how to get through the day without collapsing at 7.30pm.
So far I've had no success. Fuck me.
I need to do a grocery run. I have spent the last hour trying to summon the courage to do it. I have to take my 4yo with me, it's going to be hell and it's my own fault because I didn't go earlier today.. But even so, wish me luck?




















