#cathas cabal

[astreyya]

FOR MY BABYGIRL LAVORNA: 9, 11, 28, 47, 61, 65

9) when in their life were they most scared?

when mummy died :(( and it was my fault 🙈🙈🙈

11) if they have a pet or animal companion, how do they spend time with them? if they don’t have one, what sort of animal would they be interested in raising, if any?

She spends all day every day with her pal cersei :) they never go anywhere apart. she was a rescue tho so she didnt raise her lol thatd be weird

28) do they collect anything?

Oh girl she has so many collections she collects so much shit. but she also chronically misplaces everything so she has like. a single rock. one button. one creature tooth. TWO pieces of weird moss. but she keeps losing everything so quickly and also carries pretty light so yea <3 she collects but she doesnt have collections

47) what could they talk about for hours on end?

OH GIRL all the drama that happens with her friends back home like. first off she has so many friends. and all of those friends have so much happening to them all the time. and lavorna LOVES to gossip but like only when the things she says cant really effect antyhing thats happening. unless shes drunk then she is Sloppy

61) is there an in-game moment of theirs you think about and just laugh?

HER falling off the barstool during the celebration after the grotto race GIRL she is so funny. just keeps talking to cersei while shes laying on the floor of the very busy tavern. AND ELLE JUST STEPPING OVER HER girl its so funny. i love her so much

65) what would their go-to karaoke song be?

an incomprehensible love ballad from 350 years ago that no one knew existed but she SWEARS was like in the top 10 for several decades and is DEVESTATED when no one knows what shes talking abt but she pours her heart and soul into the performance anyway. and the encore. and the second encore. and the third enc-

[astreyya]

for my beloved elle: 5, 23, 29, 45, 55

5) is there something they want to be known for?

I think she knows she's meant for something, like there's gotta be more to her myth, but she doesn't know what it is that she's meant to do/be. I think she wants to be known for exactly what she is, and for people to recognise her as she stands

23) in what moment did they consider themselves to be “grown up”?

The first moment that she did something that her mom(s) didn't think she was able to do. or thats the moment she considered herself like an independant person like 'Im going to do what I want and I can make things happen if I will them to be'. Semi-related but i think its funny to think she found herself her magic tutor because she was like Ma i wanna be a wizard and her mom like chortled and said sure go ahead kid (thinking she wouldn't be able to or that itd be to hard or theres no one/no where around there to learn that stuff)

29) what feelings do they internalize?

i feel like she doesn't really internalize a lot of what people say because she is So like. critical/analytical of waht people are saying at all times. like because shes so busy spending brain energy to like decoding what they mean and what it says about them and etc etc etc that she only really takes in information that she's like thoroughly vetted ig

if anything i think she would internalize something someone said and then make it her Mission to like prove them wrong before continuing on with her day

45) what lies do they tell themselves?

"I don't care what they think" is definitely the biggest one. and i think a second runner up is "they're not right about me" which. is debateable if its a lie or not, but go figure. secret number three is "I dont need them/anyone" which in her experience has been, for the most part, correct so again. not sure if thats a lie.

55) they’re seeing their greatest wish come true—what’s happening?

Im going to ignore the whole thing about her leg scars caus, although interesting, is ALSO boringggg. so uhem.

She wants to know what it all means, why she feels this dramatic pull towards the heavens as if theres something waiting for her to take her place, what else is out there for her to know or to be because. a mortal life is not what she's meant for like sure it Is what shes meant for and shes just kinda dramatic and dissociated from herself BUT. in the back of her brain is just the like smallest inkling of like a general base of like Luxon-esque ideals like the whole the life continues on before and after the person thing. So her seeing her greatest wish coming true is the feeling of everything making sense. Everything fitting together in just the way they're supposed to be, not in a like she completes the life the fates have woven for her but more of a she's completed it all, even proving fate itself wrong and the accomplishment of Doing it.

TL;DR its the hubris of it all