#catnapkin

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I didn't know my gas hurt people. I didn't know it scared them like that. I thought I was helping. They told me I was helping. They said all it did was help people sleep, but they needed a lot of it because it wasn't very strong. I never questioned why they led me away so fast once their 'friends' went to sleep. Knowing now what it actually did makes me feel sick. -Catnap #🖐️🧶🛑 (Poppy Playtime)

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fictionfolk culture is spending like way too long on vrchat because you managed to find an avatar that makes you feel at home in your body

-Catnap💜🌙

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being from a source that has both a in-universe “fictional” and in-universe “real” version of you who are two very different people is strange. especially for people like me who are the two like… blurred together. i started out in the cartoony forms we originated as alongside the others, but slowly our world kinda decayed and somehow gave way into the reality seen in the game… and i decayed into that mess i ended up as i hate everything i did… it was hell to experience the friendships i had rot at my paws.. trusting a god that didn’t truly have a way to give us salvation.. and it’s hard to explain, because i can barely understand or remember how i got to that point.

-Catnap (Poppy Playtime) 💜🌙

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to dogday.

i miss you. i miss all of the other critters too, of course, but it's you especially that i want back. i miss your smile, and your sunny personality; it always cheered me up when i felt down. and nowadays.. i've never felt more lonely and mentally drained, but you aren't there to help me feel better. nobody is.

i miss you. i miss you all. come back.

— catnap. ( poppy playtime, but specifically from the cartoons/animations.)

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oh my god. this is probably the worst awakening i’ve had in terms of the emotions coming with it. 

ok so, i’m a good amount of canon divergent from what i know. some of the memories i’ve gotten so far have differences from what’s established in the story. but the main thing bothering me isn’t what i went through (i don’t even remember most of that atm), it’s what i put others through. i don’t think any of them would forgive me for what i did.

but i was lied to. i was used as an instrument, played like one too. i can’t believe i allowed myself to be so gullible, even if i was just a kid.

dogday, if you’re reading this. i don’t even think i can forgive MYSELF for what i did to you. you were like a big brother to me, and yet i still turned against you because that horrendous embodiment of corporate atrocities fed me lies. i understand if you still resent me, and i’m not expecting forgiveness. but wherever you are, i hope you’re living the safe and happy life you deserve. you were a ray of sunshine, quite literally. i wish you nothing but the best.

-Catnap (and i’m sad /ref) 🌙🐈‍⬛💜

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INF3CT3D 👾🌈 anon here to say, guess who found out earlier today they might be CATNAP FROM PPT????? and i didn’t realize the signs that were right in my face until NOW?????!1!1!1

you know what? honestly it’s kinda funny because in this life i’m a stoner. ig i’m blowing a different kind of smoke from my mouth LOL

buuuttt jt also sucks because yknow. remembering the unexplainable emotional pain i felt upon seeing chapter 3 for the first time and finding out why much later. but it’s okay ig, at least i know now.

also i didn’t know it was a thing to end up kinning one of your own ocs and now i’m in the process of kinsidering one. this last month or two has been crazy in terms of self-discovery what is HAPPENING

-(Newly Kinfirmed) Catnap 🌙🐈‍⬛💜

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adding onto our whole conjoined twins thing from earlier...

CATFEINE IS LIKE-- FROM AN AU?? AND CATNAP ISN'T??? Like originally (not in canon, but just source source)

and now its like AU of the AU with a side order of another AU hahahh-

Catfeine existing (Frowning Critters AU) + Catnap & Catfeine in same world (I don't know what name this gets) + Catnap & Catfeine are siblings (don't know what name to give this AU thing) + conjoined twins = us apparently???

It's like AU cubed. What in the hell- we're divergent as fuck in terms of how we present physically-

- those Catnap & Catfeine (Poppy Playtime) kins ☀️🌘

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When the kin gods throw kintypes at you from media you've never played (but watched much content of; and love): Here, try to make sense of these conjoined twins :D

Me: I'm sorry, the WHAT??

Context: Recently I was very, VERY severely kinsidering both Catfeine and Catnap (recently kinfirmed both). except they're VERY hard to separate, but I am now LITERALLY realizing apparently we were fucking CONJOINED TWINS in our canon?? We were fucking conjoined???

At least somehow I got both of them as kins??? And not just fucking one of them??? That would've sucked like: "Huhhh???" But it's kind of odd, it's like having a two-in-one kin because their shifts are literally fucking inseparable like their mems- and also just overall seems like an "oops, hehe" from the kin gods- like- lol?

- Catfeine & Catnap (Poppy Playtime) kins ☀️🌘

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