Jan 20, 2019
Hhh
If u happen to wanna read the tags, dont. Its just stupid venting that i dont want to actually vent to people.
#im just rly not okay rn and i just really want hugs#cause everything is wrong#and im wrong#and nothing is normal but then nothing is different either and i just#i cant handle is and#and i think i fucked up one of my most meaningful relationships#because im a stupid negative asshole#and my friend is having a hard time#and i just was venting so bad and being so negative about the world and me and#he got pissed off and i almost cried during school#cause i realized i fucked up#and he was just trying to be positive and im just a peice of negative garbage to him#and i feel really bad#and we 'made up' but still#i fucked it all up like i knew i would and#and i dont want him to hate me or leave me cause he means a lot to me#but then im like#if he leaves me#then he'll be happier#and#i wanna cry#vent#vent post#vent tw#dont read this