Hey hello I'm not dead, exactly
I don't even really know where to begin, and I want to avoid this coming off as me throwing myself a pity party, so I'll try and make it quick: I've been burning myself out intensely over the past couple years, and I think I ended up really hitting a solid brick wall that there was just no brute-forcing myself past. I hadn't really allowed myself time to process a lot of extremely heavy things going in my life, and it's been miserable! For what it's worth - even if I wouldn't have chosen to simply crash and burn and just about stop drawing completely for months and months on end, I've been improving. With the addition of new medications in the mix to stabilize me, and adjusted dosages, I'm feeling cautiously optimistic about my ability to do... something, sometime, hopefully soon? (That being said, due to financial difficulties there's also a very real chance that I'll be picking up a second job, soon, and then there'll be a question of what time I'll have to myself...) I feel awful for having been knocked out of my ability to draw for so long, but the situation looks to finally be improving, at least. If you've stuck around this long and even read through this, thank you :') sincerely.