I think about it and more so than ever, I'm thankful I'm fat. I'm thankful that I have a surplus of substance and that I'm not scared of eating, that I love eating so much. I'm thankful that I want to get fatter and desire to have a curvier, softer, body. Bodies like that are so beautiful to me, so goddess-like and god-like. They're forms to be worshipped and admired and nothing to be feared. I'm beginning to think that those that do fear them can't handle them. Those that fear bigger bodies and berate fat people simply can't handle the beauty and power they hold. So, they cower in fear and hide behind bigotry and gaslight themselves into thinking that beauty is thin, shapeless, and eating as little as possible.