Hello 😊 Just wanted to let you know you are not the only one struggling to find the right job/career. Honestly, I left my internship/apprenticeship after a couple of days because I was so overwhelmed and shocked. This was not the job I could've worked in for the next twenty years. The time after that was horrible, lots of sleepless nights and complete loss of energy and joy. I ended up working at an elderly care.Very hard work for very little money but the experience was so worth it.
Although I enjoyed it I felt this was also not the job I wanted to do for the rest of my life but it definitely helped a lot for me to realize that I could imagine to work in a similar job. Something I didn't know before. Experience really shows you more, whether in a negative way or in a positive way. It gets you closer to the work you are made for and that brings you joy. I know so many people that started over again, people older than you. Believe me it will all work out in the end. Lots of❤️
Aw, thank you very much for sending this in! I can really see myself in your message, especially for the fact that I felt so overwhelmed and that for the last weeks I totally lost my joy for everything, even the smallest things… I felt that I was in the rong place, like everyone was so happy to study that thing and I wasn’t, so it was really hard to fit in and even talk to someone. Fortunately now it’s getting better but I have a long way to go :)
