And I'm in the throes of it, somewhere in the belly of the beast. But you took your toll on me, so I gave myself over willingly. You got a hold on me and I don't know how I don't just stand outside and scream. I am teaching myself how to be free. Can people just untie themselves, uncurling like flowers? If you could just forgive yourself - But still you stumble, your feet give way. Outside the world seems a violent place. But you had to have him, and so you did. Some things you let go in order to live. // @consultingsister @seajudge















